Rain, Rain, Go away!!
Gosh I hate rain. It sucks, and it also predicts another not so productive night for Sanctuary. I'm so tired of this. I need money desperatly but everything is holding me back in order to make some. It's amazing how quickly it dissappears. I spent my whole paycheck on prom shit when I could have put it in my bank account. I'm starting to get doubts about going to prom. But I have to go now...I'm financially locked in now, I wouldn't want to not go now because I've spent at least $300 dollars at this very moment. I will be spending another $100 for the limo, that's next pay check. I'm just praying I get a lot of tips this week to pay for daily expenses. I guess we'll see what happens.
I don't know what I'm doing tonight. I don't have to work, although I might end up at Sanctuary anyway. Karen said something about the mall...yeah whatever...mall + me = really boring time I just feel like shit. I am not sure how I really feel about my hair or my body. All I know is that I'm eating a lot more lately, and I need to stop. Must......stay.....thin.....
I don't know what I'm doing tonight. I don't have to work, although I might end up at Sanctuary anyway. Karen said something about the mall...yeah whatever...mall + me = really boring time I just feel like shit. I am not sure how I really feel about my hair or my body. All I know is that I'm eating a lot more lately, and I need to stop. Must......stay.....thin.....