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winter solstice. such a beautiful begining, yet it brings so much ache. ache of physical/emotive. my obsession with this date's past memories is disgusting. i heard the voice of 1 of the others last evening, sounded pleasent. i froze. suddenly, i felt the winter solstice comming. mendacity is what is being submited from his energy. he returns for the fervor from below. suplementary presence on his end, i nkow. effect: driven furthest on the ecliptic from equator. search for warmth during the longer nights in the unfamiliar. in the future, know what words to keep and what actions to give. what will this comming season embrace me with? bereaved by what once gave me life, is that winter solctice, all you have to offer?!? 20 years and retained in heart are only the mere last fifth of them, out of 20! last 1/5...
the winter solstice, brightness of day is limited to faster falling darkness.
the winter solstice, brightness of day is limited to faster falling darkness.