What's the point?
Ever feel so helpless that you can't do anything but stare at a certain part of a room? When everything seems to feel so far away. I have really nothing to see looking forward, I see space.
What's the point? I just want to give up... it's simple, just drop everything... like a little girl with pigtails returning home. Calling for mom, "mom I'm home, mom? mom?" then seeing everything flash before you... you see your mom and dad crying... why? you have no clue you're only 10... you don't understand... you see mom in pain but she doesn't say anything. she keeps telling you that everything will be okay.. but will it, for christ sake i was only 10. Ten fuckin years old, damn it tell me, why can't i help mom feel better?
it's some emotion that's indescribable, that feeling where your heart drops, not when your heart jumps a beat just drops, like my books in my small petite hands when i came through that door. nothing seemed to matter but that feeling, the feeling that you get when you can't breath.
kids aren't stupid they'll figure it out that something is terribly wrong. my mom from that day has always lied to me, telling me that everything will be okay...
but it's not!
What's the point? I just want to give up... it's simple, just drop everything... like a little girl with pigtails returning home. Calling for mom, "mom I'm home, mom? mom?" then seeing everything flash before you... you see your mom and dad crying... why? you have no clue you're only 10... you don't understand... you see mom in pain but she doesn't say anything. she keeps telling you that everything will be okay.. but will it, for christ sake i was only 10. Ten fuckin years old, damn it tell me, why can't i help mom feel better?
it's some emotion that's indescribable, that feeling where your heart drops, not when your heart jumps a beat just drops, like my books in my small petite hands when i came through that door. nothing seemed to matter but that feeling, the feeling that you get when you can't breath.
kids aren't stupid they'll figure it out that something is terribly wrong. my mom from that day has always lied to me, telling me that everything will be okay...
but it's not!