Yah Yah
So I went to see Deminica at her party and wow it was kinda sad. I met Lolly, Katie, Marissa, and shit I hate names, well and a couple other. I started introducing myself as Caitlin which was a first it was really stupid. Then Deminica corrected me and called me Cat which made things better. Anyways, I am really going to miss D and I hope she has a great time in Germany.
It's really not like people read this so I think it's time to get some things out. I still hate myself which is not so good since now I'm out and open about my cuts. Oh well...
It just seems odd that people instead of looking at me it's as if they are talking to my scars. It's getting kinda annoying. Or at the supermarket everyone stares at my arm... or some nice cashier will ask if it's Henna or a tattoo. I don't know I'm just getting kind of sick of it! If you know what I mean.
Yah anyways, life's rough and tough, I'd suggest everyone to buy a helmet now! Vote for anyone but Bush and the world could be a better place for all!
Love and peace!
It's really not like people read this so I think it's time to get some things out. I still hate myself which is not so good since now I'm out and open about my cuts. Oh well...
It just seems odd that people instead of looking at me it's as if they are talking to my scars. It's getting kinda annoying. Or at the supermarket everyone stares at my arm... or some nice cashier will ask if it's Henna or a tattoo. I don't know I'm just getting kind of sick of it! If you know what I mean.
Yah anyways, life's rough and tough, I'd suggest everyone to buy a helmet now! Vote for anyone but Bush and the world could be a better place for all!
Love and peace!