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Jan 19, 2005 23:17

I hate how no matter how much good stuff is in my life, I'm never satisfied ( Read more... )

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ukulele_lady January 21 2005, 05:25:36 UTC
you and I seem to have been going through a similar time right now. I know where you're coming from, and you can talk to me anytime.

I broke up with Kelly because one day I woke up and new he wasn't right. I'd been praying about he and I for months, and one day God was like "Cristina, I know you really care about him, but he's not the person that you're going to marry".
Also I've been so confused about my life, and if I'm doing the right thing. I haven't felt satisfied with living with my dad, or going to LCC. I feel like I'm robbing myself of experiances that I've expected and wanted to have my whole life. But I know that there's nothing I can do right now, and this is where I have to be.
You have to make your own decisions about what you do in your life, but God made your heart, and knows your heart. If you ask him, he will let the desires of your heart become the desires of his. I still love Kelly, but I don't want to be with him. God is showing me more and more each day, that his will has been fulfilled even if it's not exactly what I would have wanted in my own perfect vision of my future.

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