Do you ever wonder about who reads your journal?

Jul 11, 2008 16:09

There are a few people I read who are friends of my friends, and sometimes I do the random lj thing. I am looking into a little point of a person I have never meets life. I know, they like myself are posting public because they want to share their lives with who ever wants to read them.

I wonder if anyone from my past reads me?

To anyone reading this who is not on my friends list:

Hi.

I hope you like my journal and find something cool in it. I am very glad you think I am interesting enough to read. If you want some time leave an anonyms post telling me why you are here. Or you can friend me. I might not friend you, but you can if you want.

End message to lurkers.

I some times search people from my past. I found an ex once, and I thought I was being all polite by saying hey, and he blocked the blog. It sort of made me a little sad. Not because I want to be friends with him or anything, but because sometimes you wonder what people are up too. Sometimes I think “Hey, I wonder what person x is up too” or “I wonder how person y and z are doing”.

I am pretty sure he reads my journal sometimes. Sure he might not, but I would if I were him. Looking at how people in your past change, and what they are up too is fun. And there might be an “I win” moment. You know when you look up a ex, or the popular girl from school and they are so not hot now, or they don’t have much going for them, you get this sort of sick pleasure of “Ahhhh, I win”. I think maybe that is why he blocked me, so I could not get an “I win”, which leads me to believe he thought I would, so there for I must have. Yay!!! I win!!!

Sometimes, I don’t even make sense to me, so it is ok if you are confused now. Blueberries help with this sort of thing, I have been eating lots of blueberries. Lets see what happens.

So, any lurkers out there?
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