giving up once and for all....
it just gets too be too much to handle....I try to let go of the past but it has it's talons buried deep into my slowly dying heart....all i have ever wanted, since i was a little boy was to be loved....and though I see it all around me, it's just out of arms reach....and when i leap for it, i find I am intangible and I pass through love like a ghost....is this my legacy? Is this who I am to be forever? Who cursed me this way?......did I do it?