Love? Luv? Lub? L....
So what do you do when you love your Boyfriend, but you don't think you are in love... yet you don't know if you should leave the "comfort zone" What do you do when you find someone who you think could make you happy, if not happier, yet don't know if its a case of "the grass is always greener on the other side" so.. really what DO you do. Here is my issue. I do love Alf, but at the same time there are things about him that are stuck in my mind, like the fact that he never stood up to fight Manny 'that night', that he could careless to be sympathetic when I had surgery, like his inability to help clean the house without pressure. Sigh, the Greener Grass... Dave.. is a sweetheart, adorable, honest, caring, has his own place as well, has his own business, loves and gets along with his family, pays bills on time, likes spending time outside and is athletic, says all the right things at the right times and doesnt even know it. the last time a great guy like that of the personality magnitude came into my life it was andy pandy and well, that was so called the one who got away.. but i cant go back. am I wrong to fear losing again?
im lost.
im lost.