Nov 21, 2004 13:35
Hmm.. On Friday night, I went to SRO (Student Run Organization.. think.. School talent show). Ben was suppose to be there and sit with me, but as far as I found out, he never showed. So I ended up sitting with a group of girls that I'm friends with. The show was pretty good overall, but I was really disappointed in the sound system. Our school's sound blows. I couldn't even hear Katie's solo because the mic messed up. >_< During intermission, I was walking up the aisle to go see if Ben or anyone else had showed up and I just never notice.. and lo and behold, who did I run into? Nick Guffey. *whimper*
So, I totally broke this guy's heart last year, and I feel horrible for what I did.. but I mean, when you just don't love someone, why pretend that you do? I could have probably gone about it in a better way, but.. whatever. I'm a different person than who I was then, and I know what I did was wrong. But I'm over it. However, he didn't seem to be. When our mutual friend Brandon waved and said "Well, look who it is! Kara Kyser!", Guffey gave me one of those "go-the-hell-away" looks. Yeah.. =/
Last night, I went driving for an hour with my brother. We didn't do much.. but we stopped in Food4Less and I saw Robbie, one of the directors of SRO. He said he was glad that the show was finally over.. My brother asked if we were flirting, and I laughed in his face, because Robbie is very very gay. Really, he is gay, and I found it funny because Jeff thought he was hitting on me. ^_^;;
Today, sometime, I am suppose to go see the Incredibles with Ben and his sister Katie. However, I haven't gotten a phone call yet and.. Yeah. I dunno. I just have this feeling that we won't end up going. =/ I hope I'm wrong, though. I should probably go finish putting away my laundry now.. So..
じゃね!