I want to move
I'm sitting here in our room. Feeling depressed. That I can't do what I want. My boyfriend is still working.
Maybe I'm a little tired. But I'm 20, he is 27... It's time to move. I want our own place, not just to have it, but to actually feel like an adult and start doing stuff and live our lives.
I'm sick and tired of being here. I love his mum, but I really don't feel welcome. I pay rent, I really try to help out here. But I just feel I'm not welcome at all.
We were talking about this yesterday, me and him, and well, I really want one baby. Just one. And we agreed that we at least need our own place and have the money sorted.
But then I start thinking.
Maybe I only want a baby, because I feel very alone.