ANDREA BOHME!

[kitty_on_a_star]

This is my little post dedicated to a dear friend of mine.. I knwo over the years we have grown apart.. and yeah we never really get to see each other.. I love her dearly and miss her bunches.. everytime I step out on that practice field I think of her and the others.. everytime I am in that band room I remember all the good times.. all the tears.. and the excitment.. everytime i fix a hat box, or organize shoes, or load the trailer.. i think of the good old days.. when i look at my current band all suited up and ready to perform I pretend that they are my old band.. the band of people that took me in.. the little outcast i was.. and showed me what it was to live.. and the one that sticks out most is her.. maybe she didn't see me as much of a friend.. or ever really notice me.. but i looked up to her.. and as i type this.. i seriously am crying.. because everythnig is coming back to me.. and it rips my heart out to think that it will never be the same again.. Andrea, hunny.. I love you dearly.. I realize that you are gonig through alot right now.. and I wish there was something I could do to help.. seeing you the other days seriously brought tears to my eyes.. because it reminded me of the old days.. I just wish there was something I could do to make it all better for you.. you are a spectacular, wonderful, intelligent, funny, and beautiful person... I really have looked up to you all these past years.. for being storng and dedicated and just flat out awsome.. and seeing you cry the other day.. broke my heart.. it made me realize that we are all human.. even those who we put upon high boxes to admire and respect.. yea.. they are human too.. and it just hurts that i cant do anything.. you helped me through so much just by helping me be apart of the "family" and I want to help you.. I know I probably cant.. but if there is anythnig I can do.. please let me know.. like I said.. maybe you never really considered me a friend or ever really noticed me for that matter.. or even liked me.. lol.. for all i knwo you could have hated me.. lol.. but there are people out there that love you dealry and still think about you and rememebr you.. and we (or atleast i am) here if you need someoen to lean on.

Love always from one of the "family,"

Melissa