Livejournal dieing for me?
I guess it is. No one really posts here anymore...so it's dieing for me. I'm sad to see it go. I've had this thing for sooooooooooo long. Well i wont get rid of it, i'll just post when I remember I suppose.
An Update for now >:3
I'm all better. Doctors found I have gastritis and reflux. So i'm on prescription strength Prilosec. Yay being old and growing up. I am back to normal.
I got christmas gifts for the in laws and rachel over seas. I'm so happy about what I got.. i'm just afraid that michael's brother will be stubborn and hateful and reject the gifts. He didn't for his wedding stuff though. If worse comes to worse I'll force the gifts on him and his family by his uncle. He will force them to take them. His brother is so annoyed and childish. Selfish too. Who disowns family over something stupid. I havn't talked to my close and dear cousin in TEEEEEN years and i still love her. I love all my family. I can go 3 years without talking to my brother and we'd get right back on track and we'd still love each other. We're like best friends now. Who'd have thunk it right?
I figure i'll just be nice, send gifts ... make his children happy... and he'll warm back up. Cause really... who can NOT love family who takes good care of (spoils) your children?
And I spent alot of time searching and thinking of good gifts for him his stepdaughter, his baby, and his wife. He was the hardest to shop for. :x But i got something prettttty cool.
I got uncle bill his stuff, mom in law, boyfriend to the mom in law... and all the boxes and wrapping stuff i need. The wrapping is sooooooo pretty. I'm jealous of it >:3
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In other news... next weekend I will be going to denton to visit briana and heather finally. My friend Brianna here is going to watch Indy for me. :x I'm hesitant to leave him ;_; he's my like... i dunno what the word is. xP
Tomorrow Brianna and her roomate genel are coming over to watch ironman2 on my new tv. The house is still pretty messy :x i'm gonna have alot to do when I wake up xP I am completely reorganizing the closet and filing cabinet so the computer room will be closed off >.> Nooooo one will be coming in here. >.>
The tv looks amaaaazing >:3 I mean like... AMAZING. I am so proud to have nice things.
I'm gonna explain something... it's weird... I don't understand it really. As a military wife...there is alot of pressure to have kids to be a part of the group. Well some pressure. In germany it was hard to talk to the neighbors... nothing in common... at all. :/ They were all "kids this" "kids that" and i was kind of left telling stories of how i was when i was a kid :/ cause that's all i got.
Now here's what I don't understand. These people with one two...even three freakin kids... same rank or lower then michael... they have nicer things then we do. D: And we save for EVERYTHING. The only thing I can think of is that they do NOT have a savings... and they finance everything they get. :/ I guess michael and I are at a disadvantage because we have a retirement plan (3-400 a month) 250 into an account we don't see... and 2-400 to our regular savings... :/ that's what goes towards nice things, but it's also emergencies... like vet visits... and trips to austin xP. So it doesn't always go up as fast as I would like ... some paychecks we aren't able to put anything in...
But if we had a kid.... omgosh less into our untouched savings... less into our tsp, the difference will go into a college fund, and that extra into savings for emergencies and nice things would go towards the baby. :x it'd take a very very long time to save up for things.
So why i'm happy I don't have kids, traveling is easier, life is easier, I can obtain nice things till I am ready to have a kid...
You know... speaking of live desires... not sure why... but school can take it's time. I'd like to be a teacher eventually, but I'd like to just be more crafty, patient and become good at all the little things that make good moms. :D like costume making, cooking, baking, crafts, teaching when they are young... maybe i'll teach art on the side... like have my own small classes that people sign up for and bring thier own materials (oh wait that's college... har har har) Maybe volunteer at a high school or middle school to sponsor an after school art club or something.
More then anything in this world.. i want to be a good mother. Weird how priorities change huh?
An Update for now >:3
I'm all better. Doctors found I have gastritis and reflux. So i'm on prescription strength Prilosec. Yay being old and growing up. I am back to normal.
I got christmas gifts for the in laws and rachel over seas. I'm so happy about what I got.. i'm just afraid that michael's brother will be stubborn and hateful and reject the gifts. He didn't for his wedding stuff though. If worse comes to worse I'll force the gifts on him and his family by his uncle. He will force them to take them. His brother is so annoyed and childish. Selfish too. Who disowns family over something stupid. I havn't talked to my close and dear cousin in TEEEEEN years and i still love her. I love all my family. I can go 3 years without talking to my brother and we'd get right back on track and we'd still love each other. We're like best friends now. Who'd have thunk it right?
I figure i'll just be nice, send gifts ... make his children happy... and he'll warm back up. Cause really... who can NOT love family who takes good care of (spoils) your children?
And I spent alot of time searching and thinking of good gifts for him his stepdaughter, his baby, and his wife. He was the hardest to shop for. :x But i got something prettttty cool.
I got uncle bill his stuff, mom in law, boyfriend to the mom in law... and all the boxes and wrapping stuff i need. The wrapping is sooooooo pretty. I'm jealous of it >:3
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In other news... next weekend I will be going to denton to visit briana and heather finally. My friend Brianna here is going to watch Indy for me. :x I'm hesitant to leave him ;_; he's my like... i dunno what the word is. xP
Tomorrow Brianna and her roomate genel are coming over to watch ironman2 on my new tv. The house is still pretty messy :x i'm gonna have alot to do when I wake up xP I am completely reorganizing the closet and filing cabinet so the computer room will be closed off >.> Nooooo one will be coming in here. >.>
The tv looks amaaaazing >:3 I mean like... AMAZING. I am so proud to have nice things.
I'm gonna explain something... it's weird... I don't understand it really. As a military wife...there is alot of pressure to have kids to be a part of the group. Well some pressure. In germany it was hard to talk to the neighbors... nothing in common... at all. :/ They were all "kids this" "kids that" and i was kind of left telling stories of how i was when i was a kid :/ cause that's all i got.
Now here's what I don't understand. These people with one two...even three freakin kids... same rank or lower then michael... they have nicer things then we do. D: And we save for EVERYTHING. The only thing I can think of is that they do NOT have a savings... and they finance everything they get. :/ I guess michael and I are at a disadvantage because we have a retirement plan (3-400 a month) 250 into an account we don't see... and 2-400 to our regular savings... :/ that's what goes towards nice things, but it's also emergencies... like vet visits... and trips to austin xP. So it doesn't always go up as fast as I would like ... some paychecks we aren't able to put anything in...
But if we had a kid.... omgosh less into our untouched savings... less into our tsp, the difference will go into a college fund, and that extra into savings for emergencies and nice things would go towards the baby. :x it'd take a very very long time to save up for things.
So why i'm happy I don't have kids, traveling is easier, life is easier, I can obtain nice things till I am ready to have a kid...
You know... speaking of live desires... not sure why... but school can take it's time. I'd like to be a teacher eventually, but I'd like to just be more crafty, patient and become good at all the little things that make good moms. :D like costume making, cooking, baking, crafts, teaching when they are young... maybe i'll teach art on the side... like have my own small classes that people sign up for and bring thier own materials (oh wait that's college... har har har) Maybe volunteer at a high school or middle school to sponsor an after school art club or something.
More then anything in this world.. i want to be a good mother. Weird how priorities change huh?