Dec 29, 2004 15:40
Life is pretty great. I know this guy really does love me and wants to be with me. Iowa, Richard, and Bob were just over to get Richards hoodie. I love them so much. I dont really know Bob he seems kinda shy and quiet but hes cool. Richard is awesome and Iowa is sexy. Someday we are going to have hott lesbian sex hehe. Caitlin is in town for christmas I havnt seen her yet but im hopeing to soon because I miss her. She was one of my best friends ya know.
On the other hand tho im still depressed. Stupid shit with my dad is keeping me down. Im trying to change my life around and everything. I need to get a job and get a car and everything. Im having major problems with school... Im behind like 2 or 3 crdits now because of these stupid teachers and everything. But you cannot say its my fault... I tryed to go in and make it up and shit but the only day I could was the day I had a eye appoitment so I couldnt. But fuck that shit. My moms about to make me switch schools because our school district is the worst in the state... its not meeting any of the standards apparently which I can believe.
I still cannot wait till this summer. Im hopefully going to the gathering with Iowa, Cat, and whoever else wants to go. I just cannot wait. I also cant wait till Feb. when I can finally meet this guy. I cannot wait its killing me lol. But ill be fine. I guess I dont got much to say other then give me a call sometime...