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OooOOO look at the skinny girl.
That's me blowdrying my furball Cino ((as in Cappucino!)) with my daddy. I think I'm about 16.
So ya'll know how I'm so immature? I think I'm a late bloomer. Look at my tiny arms, my skinny legs, and my flat chest. I didn't get my period until later that year. I also didn't get boobs until I finished high school. I was sick then too, you can tell by the hair on my face. You can see it on my left cheek there a bit. I got better, but I hate it. i got to the stage where I just ate anything. I didn't even care what my weight was! Thank goodness I'm watchign what I eat again! Like a drill seargent!
It makes me sad, I used to be so tiny, and now I'm just a boring heffalump. Maybe one day I'll post a picture of my stomach. I have it on my computer as a reminder to keep exercising.
It's been exactly one week since we started our diets!
And I lost one kilo! I'm SO HAPPY. I didn't exercise at all last week ((too cold.. stupid excuse i know))
So anyway, I need to have ashower, and I'll weigh myself when I'm naked, because then I'll know exactly how much I lost. I really want to get digital scales, although I love our little vintage green ones. Its just hard to tell, "is that point seven five or point oh five?"
That's my mum when she was around 25! That's where I get my barbie-doll legs from.
I don't think anyone has really seen them, I never used to show them off because I used to make sure my legs weren't nice enough to show off. I didn't want people to think I was pretty so I'd scratch the skin off my legs. If you look at my legs up close you'll see the scars, but luckily, thanks to Johnson and Johnson's Holiday Skin, my legs look as good as ever! And I'm sure you can see where I get my leggies from! My mummy! ((and she still has barbie doll legs too))
I'm really feelin "chipper" today, because I've realised that I've turned a big corner in my life and I'm starting to head onto the up and up again. I sometimes get stuck on this flat bit, and sometimes its even on a downwards slope, but luckily, this ride seems to go uphill for quite a while longer
MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD COMES HOME IN SIX SLEEPS. I am so excited. He's going to miss Nekromantix, but I'm going t buy a shirt and get it signed for him :)
You know guys, I really really love him. I've always enjoyed checking out hot boys and I prolly always will, but I've reached this point in my relationship with Mr. Fella that if I look at a guy, I end up comparing him to Tim and then loving him all the more. I love him so much, I mean, sure we argue and fight like cats, but he's always going to be there for me, and me for him. I'm so freaking lucky, and I've had more than my fair share of retards, drug addicts and fucking losers than need be experienced in a little girl's life. Tim and I have gone to Hell and Back and it was horrible, cold and we were so fucking hungry. But now everything's so much better. And we're getting married and we're going to be together for ever and ever and it's so exciting.
I just get scared that he's going to be hit by a bus. And I don't like thinking about that.
xox