See no future, pay no rent.
I can't deny it. This thing has helped me think through too much shit over the years to be not writing anything anymore.
All I can think about lately is the fact that I've been at GameStop almost three years, that I'm not sure how I feel about that, and that it's entirely impossible for me to find another job that doesn't involve cleaning up someone else's heroin needles or trying to convince high school kids to sell their soul to the man. I wish I was exaggerating.
I've given fleeting thought to learning Japanese and moving there for a while. I don't know what you do when you move to Japan though. Doesn't every American just teach English? I don't know. I just want to be able to afford a fucking hamburger.
Ran out of options on places to live too. We've been living with Bryan's dad since July, which is alright, I guess; just not a lot of room and it's depressing the fuck out of me that I don't make enough income to afford a goddamn apartment in one of the cheapest rent major cities in the nation.
This country is in fucking shambles. It's not just me. I'm just more sad about me because I have to deal with me on a daily basis. Yesterday I talked to one man who was homeless, living at a campsite, and selling his games for gas money, another guy who had $38,000 in medical debt from having a car wreck, and another woman who got fired because she was a lesbian. Goddamnit, world. Goddamnit.
All I can think about lately is the fact that I've been at GameStop almost three years, that I'm not sure how I feel about that, and that it's entirely impossible for me to find another job that doesn't involve cleaning up someone else's heroin needles or trying to convince high school kids to sell their soul to the man. I wish I was exaggerating.
I've given fleeting thought to learning Japanese and moving there for a while. I don't know what you do when you move to Japan though. Doesn't every American just teach English? I don't know. I just want to be able to afford a fucking hamburger.
Ran out of options on places to live too. We've been living with Bryan's dad since July, which is alright, I guess; just not a lot of room and it's depressing the fuck out of me that I don't make enough income to afford a goddamn apartment in one of the cheapest rent major cities in the nation.
This country is in fucking shambles. It's not just me. I'm just more sad about me because I have to deal with me on a daily basis. Yesterday I talked to one man who was homeless, living at a campsite, and selling his games for gas money, another guy who had $38,000 in medical debt from having a car wreck, and another woman who got fired because she was a lesbian. Goddamnit, world. Goddamnit.