They say Music is the language of Angels....
I havent written here for a very long time...
well the short of it is......
I have three jobs currently.
and i am hopeful and feel they will lead to great things. It seems i have stumbled into another rabbithole full of adventure, life lessons... and hopefully none of the damageing kind.
Im working so hard I have no time for anything else at the sacrifice of social interaction especially... and by this i appoligise for being a shitty friend.........
I think of you often.
my heart is with you
but my body and mind is else where.
somethings have etched a deep scar upon my heart, but there is no time for that.
i let go. I push on. its the only solution.
the world/ my world/our world has gone through irreplaceable change... its inevitable
and sometimes things we once took for granted was not ment to be... life is so... everything is a temporary phase...good or bad... what is next...?
every year leaves will blow off the tree, or they will shrivel and die... and sometimes those things in the wind are a seed pod... or a flower petal
...whats my point?... good question....
life is a series of ........ transitional phases..........
and another ...
at what point is it necisary to "give up on someone"...... a family member? chosen or no? and at what price?... at what point does history and shared lives become irrelevant? and at what cost....? what makes such decisions permenant (or worth taking that risk)... when should it be? when should love become conditional (considering all possibilities of the type of love?...)and possibley terminated.
what happens when you barely feel you know someone anymore?(even when you spend time with them).... do you keep looking for the girl you once knew or do you take her for dead and mourn her loss.?
or maybe its me...
well the short of it is......
I have three jobs currently.
and i am hopeful and feel they will lead to great things. It seems i have stumbled into another rabbithole full of adventure, life lessons... and hopefully none of the damageing kind.
Im working so hard I have no time for anything else at the sacrifice of social interaction especially... and by this i appoligise for being a shitty friend.........
I think of you often.
my heart is with you
but my body and mind is else where.
somethings have etched a deep scar upon my heart, but there is no time for that.
i let go. I push on. its the only solution.
the world/ my world/our world has gone through irreplaceable change... its inevitable
and sometimes things we once took for granted was not ment to be... life is so... everything is a temporary phase...good or bad... what is next...?
every year leaves will blow off the tree, or they will shrivel and die... and sometimes those things in the wind are a seed pod... or a flower petal
...whats my point?... good question....
life is a series of ........ transitional phases..........
and another ...
at what point is it necisary to "give up on someone"...... a family member? chosen or no? and at what price?... at what point does history and shared lives become irrelevant? and at what cost....? what makes such decisions permenant (or worth taking that risk)... when should it be? when should love become conditional (considering all possibilities of the type of love?...)and possibley terminated.
what happens when you barely feel you know someone anymore?(even when you spend time with them).... do you keep looking for the girl you once knew or do you take her for dead and mourn her loss.?
or maybe its me...