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[kitty_goddess]

well most know that i am home now in saskatoon.........
i lost my awesome camera in toronto just intime for halloween... fuck..........
and everything has gone to shit schoolwise
im trapped here for a while longer
currently i feel like poo ... and my parents are now home... two days since they came home and im already pissed off with my father
what else is new
nothing will ever make him happy
i know i dont really hate him but it feels that way at the moment
im really in a bitchey mood... really really fowl............
im thinking about moving out again... then the logic side kicks in and tells me not to be stupid because there is no way i could pay rent with negitive income ... but i really wish i had a place where i cold paint and sew and not get yelled at because my sewing stuff is out when im actually in the act of sewing... i need to produce a whole new body of art and i just dont see how its even possible to do that here
it makes me want to exsplode into tears about the stupidity of all it... no wonder i didnt want to come home
does anyone know if you can get a student loan for half a term?.... and do i just go about it like a normal student loan?....