Depression
So I didn't have work today, and accidently slept in instead of going to church. I did have an m-azing practice with James. I almost have the whole song down now except for the part with all the chords. It is the most fun I have had lately. I even stalked him to work and had some yummy cake. =]]
After that though I just lounged around the house. It was one of thouse days were you don't want to see anyone. I did finish my Christmas drawing for DeviantArt and watched some more of the series. I managed to find out what time I work tomorrow, and even saw Mike at Wally World when I was just aimlessly driving about.
These next few days are going to be really bad though... Kim is going to be going to SC to have Christmas with her grandparents so I am going to be lonely this Christmas. It's bad enough I don't have anyone to love, now my best friend isn't going to be here either. It makes me sad. Sorry... At least I have work to distract me most of the time... And I am getting that second job soon.
The only good thing happening this Christmas is Matt is coming back, even if it is for 2 days or whatnot. I haven't seen him since last November was it? He is getting another tattoo, proubly adding on to his alien sleeve. We are going to have so much fun, even if it will be awkward being around Daniel...
Other then that, I also learned that I am having another one of my college classes payed for. Uncle Phil(Mr.S) wants me to play keys in his Percussion class on the main campus. I still have to discuss it with him though. And Amber is sapposidly paying for me to go to a class with her, so she can have someone she knows and someone to help her study and stay focused.
So I guess right now my life is depressing and over whelming all at the same time.
Anyone want to do anything this week?
And everyone who is getting a gift from me (Kim, Christi, Jarrett, James) remember that your gifts are coming after Christmas when I will have plenty of money to make sure it will be the best gift ever. =]]
Anyways, I guess I am going to bed sometime soon. I think I want a shower first.
This was longer then I though...
After that though I just lounged around the house. It was one of thouse days were you don't want to see anyone. I did finish my Christmas drawing for DeviantArt and watched some more of the series. I managed to find out what time I work tomorrow, and even saw Mike at Wally World when I was just aimlessly driving about.
These next few days are going to be really bad though... Kim is going to be going to SC to have Christmas with her grandparents so I am going to be lonely this Christmas. It's bad enough I don't have anyone to love, now my best friend isn't going to be here either. It makes me sad. Sorry... At least I have work to distract me most of the time... And I am getting that second job soon.
The only good thing happening this Christmas is Matt is coming back, even if it is for 2 days or whatnot. I haven't seen him since last November was it? He is getting another tattoo, proubly adding on to his alien sleeve. We are going to have so much fun, even if it will be awkward being around Daniel...
Other then that, I also learned that I am having another one of my college classes payed for. Uncle Phil(Mr.S) wants me to play keys in his Percussion class on the main campus. I still have to discuss it with him though. And Amber is sapposidly paying for me to go to a class with her, so she can have someone she knows and someone to help her study and stay focused.
So I guess right now my life is depressing and over whelming all at the same time.
Anyone want to do anything this week?
And everyone who is getting a gift from me (Kim, Christi, Jarrett, James) remember that your gifts are coming after Christmas when I will have plenty of money to make sure it will be the best gift ever. =]]
Anyways, I guess I am going to bed sometime soon. I think I want a shower first.
This was longer then I though...