I've had enough...

[kitty_durden]

Honestly, I've had it. Every single fucking time I turn around there is another new problem. And of course, it's never something minor or easily fixable. And naturally, when you have a constant slew of problems you tend to get depressed. Well I finally realized that I wasn't depressed so much because of my situations, as I was depressed because

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Re: Pressure...

[teknogothyk]

It's not mainly a matter of "James wants Cat to hang out with him", it's more a matter of "James wants Cat AND Jason to hang out with James AND Mike and Brandon (since Jarone is only up here every other week due to monetary constraints)". I'm not trying to lay guilt trips on you, and I'm sorry it ends up coming off that way. I was just bugged that (to me) it seems like you and Jason have been going to see your other friends, but when it comes to the guys and I, we have to come to you guys. I'm sure I'm probably wrong; everyone has their own points of view. I know I don't know everything. I also know you guys get bored over here. We also get bored over there. The other reason I try and get you and Jason to come over here is because it's freakin hard as HELL to get Mike and Brandon to budge from the apartment. Also, I just think it'd be fair if you guys came over at least once..I'm not asking you guys to stay for hours on end, just maybe a couple hours and if you get bored, you can leave, no problems. But I'm really not trying to guilt trip you. Like I said I'm sorry it's coming out that way. I'd just like you guys to see and understand my side of things, as I see and understand your side. I don't think you're an asshole. You're my sister, and I understand where you're coming from.