Oct 22, 2005 16:35
it's early morning already... I was up about an hour before dawn. I've sat up on the roof of my house with this stupid laptop and watched the rest of Naraku woke up. The forcing of cheer is gagging... We are all trying to be happy... the 12shi for Akito's sake. He's dying, after all... why not pretend that we really care for a few more months? Hopefully they'll let us out of here after he's gone.
And I won't have to fear his fist any more.
A foolish thought. Why should I be afraid of him? I'm an outcast - I'm not worth his time. Yet here I am, with another that doesn't belong, forced to face his punishments until the last breath leaves his body. Then what? We wait for another Sohma to be born with the curse? Or is it really going ot be broken? Am I asking too much?
The weather is decent, for a change of topic. Temperate, and for once I'm not caring too much about the smell of the ocean.
I'm hoping that the weather will hold up. I won't be a happy person if I'm confined indoors. Especially if the cause of my confinement is weather and not Akito. Confinement by Akito is one thing - I have no trouble defying his orders. Confinement by weather... I always get so sleepy =_=;;
Ah, judging by that scream, Kagura and Rin are wake. It's still rather early, but those two we're ones to sleep in I guess. Any rate, I guess this is all that I have to say.
((ooc note, I got a new keyboard xD; sorry if there are any mistakes I didn't catch xDD;;; ))