shit shit shit
Yup, thats it... SHIT! I want to scream it just cause it makes me feel better... Lol. Most of you know about my wierd body shit... so understand at least a little... now just when my mom and I and starting to be cool again she realizes that "O MY F@&*&# GOD! My little girl is growing up and I'm not ready for it!!!" *sigh* I guess she's allowed but sometimes I need relief from this new stranglehold... *sigh* why can't things just go back to normal? I miss that old relationship... She treated me like an adult and I lived up to it. She gave me respect and I, in turn, gave her respect. Not she is expecting me to act the same way but with a tighter leash... You can't have things both ways... It's not fair to me... Now I understand that life is never fair in the way we understand but still... It would be nice. Latly shes been acting more like the child than I have and it's kinda... discomforting.