crazy bitch
i am a crazy bitch... i am not drinking anymore, i am obviously not mature enough,nor do i have the ability to demonstrate self restraint. i am not capable of making "big girl" smart decisions when i drink, and hurt not only myself but those who are close to me, not to mention people i don't even know.
on another note, i have been one big ball of confused upset emotion for a long time now. i feel hurt and abandoned by a lot of people i used to be close to, and i realize i need to talk about it with them or it won't get any better. (no i'm not talking about chris). so either i'm going to fuck up even more and make more people angry and hate me, or the talking will help and maybe i can get myself back on the right track. i guess we'll see.
~erica
on another note, i have been one big ball of confused upset emotion for a long time now. i feel hurt and abandoned by a lot of people i used to be close to, and i realize i need to talk about it with them or it won't get any better. (no i'm not talking about chris). so either i'm going to fuck up even more and make more people angry and hate me, or the talking will help and maybe i can get myself back on the right track. i guess we'll see.
~erica