I dream of Larping

[kitty_18]

For some reason all my dreams as of late have taken place at CARP's which is very surreal and somewhat disturbing...Last night I dreamt of Carp's and we had gone on an adventure. After slaughtering hordes of monsters, foiling the plans of insane mages and surviving an assasination attempt we had Repop, which is a break in game. In my dream, people came out of nowhere with a cake and presents and it was a surprise b-day party for me, how nice. But they were singing "for she's a jolly good pillow" instead of "for he's a jolly good fellow" and instead of 'which nobody can deny' they sang 'cause everyone knows what you're good for.' Then my parents appeared out of thin air and they were crying, they gave me a giant doll with no eyes. I tried to have a peice of cake, but it wasn't cake it was Taco Bell fire sauce packets covered in a thick layer of frosting. It was at this point that I realize the person presenting the cake was a girl I used to be friends with named Danielle. She sighed and told me she didn't know how to bake a cake for me, but she had tried her best. I nodded and told her it was ok, I'm hard to bake for. Then I was lifted up and carried away but men dressed as Orcs or possibly real Orcs, because this is my dream after all...As they carried me off I knew they were going to rape and murder me, everyone else knew it too and didn't care. Brad and Louis stood side by side in the crowd shaking there head's quietly and I screamed and cried. I cried and cried and yelled out "None of you ever knew me anyways" In the end I was dragged through mud, my clothes ripped to shreds and I was bleeding, while everyone stood around eating cake.

I don't like to sleep anymore.
And I'm not looking forward to my birthday.

-Kate