Here we go.
You know, it's funny ... Katelyn and I were talking about how things were going with Micheal and I. I said things were rough, but now they are definitely looking up.
How wrong and stupid was I to say that. Because wouldn't you fucking know, today would bring the ultimate let down.
Long story short: I got mad. Called him no good and a scum bag. Thats all I did. Him, on the other hand, pushed me, threw me out out (actually dragged literally, and threw all my shit outside. Hmmm. What a great boyfriend. What really kills me is the fact he layed his hands on me. That goes against his morals and values completely. But ... *shrugs* What are you gonna do? Right? No biggy to do that to your true love.
So, I call him ready to talk. When REALLY I should be fuming and HE should be the one calling ME. But you know. Anyways, he says he is not ready to talk and he doesnt want to deal with it right now. Wow. Who the fuck are you to tell ME when its fucking convienent to talk to YOU after that shit you just did to me?! Thats insane. He also hung up on me three times after I gave him a short talking to about that. Yet, he still does it.
Now. I think, that he should be the one at my fucking feet begging for MY forgivness, instead of me chasing him. But no. Mike, being the stubborn, selfish person he is when he is "upset" has to have things go his way or no way. It's even like that when he isn't mad. My dad is the same way ... And well I saw what it did to my mom after 20 years of marriage: They got divorced. And I can say it for a fucking fact now; There is no way in hell I'm putting up with this same shit for 20 fucking years. No way.
I wanted to talk it out now. I think he should of given that to me after what he did. But no, he is getting his way like usual and getting his time. Makes me fucking gag.
Just gave him that Promise ring too. And he is going to pull that shit? -No. Hell no. Period.
He has much explaining to do. About what I saw and why he put his hands on me when I said don't touch me. He is very sorry. Very sorry.
How wrong and stupid was I to say that. Because wouldn't you fucking know, today would bring the ultimate let down.
Long story short: I got mad. Called him no good and a scum bag. Thats all I did. Him, on the other hand, pushed me, threw me out out (actually dragged literally, and threw all my shit outside. Hmmm. What a great boyfriend. What really kills me is the fact he layed his hands on me. That goes against his morals and values completely. But ... *shrugs* What are you gonna do? Right? No biggy to do that to your true love.
So, I call him ready to talk. When REALLY I should be fuming and HE should be the one calling ME. But you know. Anyways, he says he is not ready to talk and he doesnt want to deal with it right now. Wow. Who the fuck are you to tell ME when its fucking convienent to talk to YOU after that shit you just did to me?! Thats insane. He also hung up on me three times after I gave him a short talking to about that. Yet, he still does it.
Now. I think, that he should be the one at my fucking feet begging for MY forgivness, instead of me chasing him. But no. Mike, being the stubborn, selfish person he is when he is "upset" has to have things go his way or no way. It's even like that when he isn't mad. My dad is the same way ... And well I saw what it did to my mom after 20 years of marriage: They got divorced. And I can say it for a fucking fact now; There is no way in hell I'm putting up with this same shit for 20 fucking years. No way.
I wanted to talk it out now. I think he should of given that to me after what he did. But no, he is getting his way like usual and getting his time. Makes me fucking gag.
Just gave him that Promise ring too. And he is going to pull that shit? -No. Hell no. Period.
He has much explaining to do. About what I saw and why he put his hands on me when I said don't touch me. He is very sorry. Very sorry.