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"What the hell is wrong with us?" - post it note from Effie that I found on my pillow after returning from Port Authority (for the second time in two days nonetheless) where I just took a $12 round trip taxi/subway ride to for NO REASON.
Irrational is the only word I can think of because this is definately a particular kind of crazy. And now what? It's a "balmy/ball-ish" day with lots of homework and no sleep (cause God knows I couldn't last night)and lots of nothing else.
I just want to evaporate I think or maybe leave my body here but take my mind and my heart and go somewhere else so my body can do the grunt work for the next few years and everything else can come back when there's some fucking stability here.
I told everyone on Greg's buddy list last night that I was getting my nipples pierced. huh.
Irrational is the only word I can think of because this is definately a particular kind of crazy. And now what? It's a "balmy/ball-ish" day with lots of homework and no sleep (cause God knows I couldn't last night)and lots of nothing else.
I just want to evaporate I think or maybe leave my body here but take my mind and my heart and go somewhere else so my body can do the grunt work for the next few years and everything else can come back when there's some fucking stability here.
I told everyone on Greg's buddy list last night that I was getting my nipples pierced. huh.