well I guess this is growing up
I think I might be going insane...
I need to get out of this school. I need a break. I am sick of being forced to eat Burger King because if you eat another sandwhich or more pasta you literally will not stop vomiting. I'm sick of the germy, cold space maaaaaarket buffet. If I need another bowl of oatmeal or easy mac, I will tear my stomach out and just deal with it.
Aside from that, I have not stopped working since Saturday night when I STAYED HOME to do work...and I won't get a break till spring break which keeps seeming farther and farther away. And it's not just easy work, it's midterms and papers everywhere! NO sleep! Just work and sitting in this jail cell trying to teach myself Math.
I feel like I hadn't been doing enough and now I've fucked myself over cause some of my grades are shitty and now I have no choice but to bring them up, but I have serious doubts if that is even humanly possible.
I want Curry coffee, not this chalky stuff in the Greek ruins cups from the corner (although now I;m being overly dramatic because the coffee on the corner is pretty good actually, and at least it's not starbucks). All I'm saying really is that I want a break. I want to waste my time at Curry, cause right now I have no time to waste.
But the awful part is that break will only be an illusion. I have to come right back here and pick up with all this work and all these pressures. I just want this semester to be over, so I can relax.
How beautiful it would be to be at college with no work and no grades and no pressure...
...and Curry coffee
I need to get out of this school. I need a break. I am sick of being forced to eat Burger King because if you eat another sandwhich or more pasta you literally will not stop vomiting. I'm sick of the germy, cold space maaaaaarket buffet. If I need another bowl of oatmeal or easy mac, I will tear my stomach out and just deal with it.
Aside from that, I have not stopped working since Saturday night when I STAYED HOME to do work...and I won't get a break till spring break which keeps seeming farther and farther away. And it's not just easy work, it's midterms and papers everywhere! NO sleep! Just work and sitting in this jail cell trying to teach myself Math.
I feel like I hadn't been doing enough and now I've fucked myself over cause some of my grades are shitty and now I have no choice but to bring them up, but I have serious doubts if that is even humanly possible.
I want Curry coffee, not this chalky stuff in the Greek ruins cups from the corner (although now I;m being overly dramatic because the coffee on the corner is pretty good actually, and at least it's not starbucks). All I'm saying really is that I want a break. I want to waste my time at Curry, cause right now I have no time to waste.
But the awful part is that break will only be an illusion. I have to come right back here and pick up with all this work and all these pressures. I just want this semester to be over, so I can relax.
How beautiful it would be to be at college with no work and no grades and no pressure...
...and Curry coffee