I hate you I love you - chapter 4
Title: I hate you I love you
Length: 4/?
Author: Kittlewit
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, smutt
Summary: Yunho and Jaejoong have a love hate relationship as brothers, but soon Yunho starts to develop feelings byond brotherly love...
Warnings: Incest, smut, yaoi
The next morning sunlight was pouring in through the huge windows. Jaejoong stirred, and stretched his arms. Looking around, he saw Yunho, still deep asleep. Last night had been...amazing. There was no other way to describe it. Yunho had made Jaejoong feel things he had never felt with Junki.
Just as he was snuggling into Yunho’s chest, Jaejoong froze when he heard voices coming from the cove where reception was.
“Oh, those poor boys will have been locked in all night..”
“Gosh, the poor darlings!”
Oh no, oh no, oh no! Grabbing his cloths, Jaejoong tried to shake Yunho awake, but Yunho just murmured
“Go away Umma...My tum tum hurts..”
“Yunho, Yunho wake up! Please Yunho, wake up!” Jaejoong whispered frantically as he shook Yunho with more force
Suddenly Yunho sat up, and almost started screaming, but Jaejoong covered his mouth. Pointing to the door to the reception, Jaejoong signaled to Yunho to grab their cloths and move among the rows of books. Nodding, Yunho grabbed his shirt and jeans, and chose ‘Sociology’, two rows down from Jaejoong’s ‘Physiology’ and quickly got changed. He had only just disappeared from sight when the door opened and two middle aged ladies came in.
“Where are they now? They must be in here, the we just unlocked the door.”
“Hmmm. Do you think they didn’t turn up after all?”
“Jung Yunho, not turn up? And he’d make sure that little brother of his would come too.”
“Oh, Mrs Park, Mrs Joo!” Yunho ran put, making out like he had just woken up.
“Oh, Yunho! There you are!”
“Where’s your brother then, love?”
Yunho pretended to kick the just dressed Jaejoong awake, who in turn moaned groggily.
“What time is it, Yunnie?”
“It’s time for you too lovely boys to go home! The head teacher had decided that you two deserve the day off. Poor babies, you must be frozen!”
“My children! my poor, brave, sweet, kind, children!”
Mrs Jung was practically crying when they returned home. She embraced both of them at once, and kissed their faces, and neither of them dared to complain. As she kissed them however, Jaejoong began to feel guilt about last night. Not for not calling his umma, but for having sex with his brother. He couldn’t possibly explain it to her - she would say it was sick and wrong, and would probably throw him out. She would cry and cry, think she had failed them as a mother, and Jaejoong couldn’t bear that thought.
Jaejoong went up the stairs, and ran a bubble bath. He didn’t care if it was girly - he needed to think. Junki had texted him, asking where the hell he was. What he’d said to Yunho about Junki wasn’t a lie, but it wasn’t a proven fact either. Jaejoong needed to decide what to do with Yunho. Should they continue this relationship? Was it even a relationship? They’d slept together once, but that might have been a moment of passion - maybe Yunho wasn’t interested?
Jaejoong’s thoughts were interrupted by Yunho coming into the bathroom, walking in front of the toilet, undoing his jeans,unbuttoning his boxers, and having a piss.
“Yunho! Get out!”
Yunho squealed, and quickly stopped, and fumbled about for a minute then turned to wash his hands.
“Sorry Boo, didn’t see you there.”
“Don’t call me Boo, Yunho.” Yunho sighed at this, and turned to face Jaejoong.
“Jaejoong, we need to talk.”
Jaejoong was going to ask if they had to do it now, but looking at the expression on his brother’s face, he couldn’t say no. He drew in a deep breath, ready for whatever Yunho was going to say.
“What are you going to do about Junki?”
“Huh?” Whatever Jaejoong had thought Yunho was going to say, it wasn’t that.
“Are you going to break up with him, confront him, or just carry on going out?”
“What do you want me to do?”
“It’s your choice, boo.”
“But I want your opinion.”
“I think you should carry on seeing him.”
Jaejoong didn’t realize how much Yunho saying that would hurt, but when he said it, Jaejoong could feel hot tears swelling up in his eyes.
“I think you should carry on going out with him as a cover, while you really go out with me.”
Jaejoong looked up to Yunho, and saw him smiling kindly at him. He smiled back, and Yunho leant in and kissed him.
“Jaejoong!” Junki called out through the canteen “Baby, where have you been?”
“I told you, I got locked in the library during detention.” jaejoong laughed while sitting next to his ‘boyfriend’. Junki pulled Jaejoong’s seat nearer to his, and Jaejoong quickly looked in Yunho’s direction, but saw him in an animated conversation with Dong wook. For some reason this annoyed him, so he turned, and started kissing Junki.
Yunho had been talking to Dong wook about which was better - manga or manhwa. Yunho kept subtly glancing at Jaejoong, and was always glad to see Junki wasn’t making a move on him. However, when he looked at Jaejoong now, he saw his little brother getting off with Junki. Fury rose up in his body, especially when he saw that his brother was initiating it.
“Hay, Dong wook, are you stilling going to town with Junki after school, huh?”
“Yeah. Say, where is that monkey?”
“Monkey?” Yunho couldn’t help but smirk. Yunho also wondered if Dong wook had been the one Junki was cheating on Jaejoong with. This thought was fed by the look of anger on his best friends face at seeing Jaejoong and Junki. Yunho smirked inside as Dong wook jumped up and stormed over to the table. He saw Dong wook pull Jaejoong off Junki, and saw him yell at Junki. But when Jaejoong tried to interfere, and Dong wook punched him, Yunho jumped up and ran over, then punched Dong wook, picked Jaejoong up and walked to the lockers.
“Just what did you think you were doing?”
“You’re the one who said to carry on dating Junki, Yunho.”
“All I meant was that when he kisses you, you kiss back. You don’t start it!” “You have no right to tell me how to run my life. You lead me on like that in the bathroom, then you just walk off and I don’t see you again till now.”
“We can’t do anything with umma and appa at home! Do you want them to die from shock? Look, if we’re gonna do this, we need specific places and designated times to meet up. Why are you pouting?”
“Well, that kinda takes all the fun out of the relationship, doesn’t it? I mean, if every move we make is pre-planned, I may as well stay with Junki. At least he has spontaneity.”
Yunho had to try extremely hard not to slap Jaejoong. Instead, he took Jaejoong’s mouth in his, and kissed him angrily. Ripping off their cloths, Yunho took Jaejoong right there in the locker room.
Jaejoong shuffled out, his entire back side aching. Yunho had been quite rough, but Jaejoong couldn’t complain. He’d enjoyed it just as much as Yunho. He was wondering how long they could continue with this before someone found out. They had agreed to meet up in a café in a part of Seoul at least a half hour train journey from their school. There, they would talk things over. They were going to go separately - Jaejoong’s detention had been changed to helping clean the canteen. Yunho was no longer needed in the library, as the assistant had come back.
Once Yunho got off the train, he left the station and walked into the café. It was a bubbling hub of noise, and everyone there was so absorbed into their own conversations no one would notice them, and certainly there was no one there he knew.
He’d been there for over an hour, drinking green tea and eating a red bean cake (or several, in fact), when Jaejoong finally came in. He ordered a diet coke, and sipped at it while giving Yunho sexy glances.
before long, Jaejoong was gently rubbing his toe against Yunho’s thigh, carefully but forcefully pressing in closer to Yunho’s manhood.
They talked things through, and decided they needed to be careful - like today. They were going to continue seeing each other, and nothing was going to stop them. They could already tell that this went beyond passion. They loved each other.
Yunho shuffled his chair closer to Jaejoong, and they kissed lustfully, happy that right there and then, they weren’t brothers, not to those who surrounded them.
However, standing on the staircase was someone who knew them, someone who felt sick to the stomach just looking at them. Junki.
I'm not sure if this should be a long or a short fic...please help me decide!! thankyou so much for reading, i just hope you still like it lol
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kittlewit.livejournal.com/2341.html#cutid1 - chapter 3
community.livejournal.com/jaeho_detox/2249126.html - chapter 2
community.livejournal.com/jaeho_detox/2245447.html - chapter 1