today...
i feel like shit.this weather and the fact that i ate burger king for lunch are not helping at all.
and its funny how you dont realize how you feel about someone till something happens like they get a gf.but i think im just going through this phase where i am really lonley.i mean to the world i havent been with alex since january but in all actuality its been over a year.
i went to sleep very depressed last night and i ended up cuddling very close to my big stuffed caterpillar which was nice to cuddle with but it was no gal or guy.i just have no luck with relationships and i know its not the most important thing in the world but everyone knows how nice it is to have someone like that.
sigh
oh well im sure ill find someone eventually right?
off to a graduation party with my family and hoping it will not be awkward bc i wont really know anyone there.
and its funny how you dont realize how you feel about someone till something happens like they get a gf.but i think im just going through this phase where i am really lonley.i mean to the world i havent been with alex since january but in all actuality its been over a year.
i went to sleep very depressed last night and i ended up cuddling very close to my big stuffed caterpillar which was nice to cuddle with but it was no gal or guy.i just have no luck with relationships and i know its not the most important thing in the world but everyone knows how nice it is to have someone like that.
sigh
oh well im sure ill find someone eventually right?
off to a graduation party with my family and hoping it will not be awkward bc i wont really know anyone there.