did I just do this again???

[kittiping]

kinda confused...this other guy is always trying to get with me...this week I kinda just let him. Seriously, it was the best sex I had ever had in my life and I wasn't really trying to play hard to get this time either. I also kinda felt bad for him b/c the poor guy's losing his job next month due to his city's election and where he kinda stood for support. I told him he was welcome to come over to my place if he needed someone to talk to. And that's what happened. And then, like before, shit happened again and before we knew it, we were really enjoying ourselves. I kinda wanna hook up with him again but this week has just been shitty for him in general. Not sure if he's really relationship-friendly due to my past issues with him but he's a nice guy too, and fun. But the trust thing comes with time I guess...or else I just gotta get him whipped...that would be even BETTER

I'd kinda hate this thing to turn into another one night stand but at least, with this guy, he's willing to continue talking to me and hanging out which I am happy about...