Jul 08, 2005 19:31
no, not really. I am just really disappointed. Last night at Breakers, Aaron asks me to do Hotel Cali seems he wanted to do some type of backup vox on him, I figure to humor him. He made me sing Jane Says instead b/c he wanted to go do shots. So during their break, he's teasin' me about Sunday night and wanted to go when I left Geraldine's and with whom. Duh, dumb question, he knew who. So later, he yells "HEY SKOOTER!!!" and I guess he was there. So I asked Stylz where his cousin was and he's hiding over by Chris by the back door! So I go over to say 'hey' and shit. All I got was a "hey what's up" barely making eye contact and a couple of other sentences having to do with my silly prank I pulled on him that day when Ryan called his workplace (Ryan called for business reasons, I just told him to say something about me when he called as a joke), and then said "I need a drink" and walked off. He later disappeared and never talked to me! What the fuck?!?!?
So I got really upset and it fucking ruined my night. I was considering telling my brother what went on between me and him and WHERE it happened (like his front yard...), but Aaron sensed I wasn't too happy and knew it must have been skooter off the bat.
I mean, what the hell is wrong with him? He was totally cool when I met him on Sunday, I mean, before we got drunk. We were talking and being cool and shit, and HE made the first freaking move, kissing me and all. Just because we hooked up for that night, I don't want this to be a fucking one night stand thing. I mean, that one night of sex wasn't really the greatest for either one of us seems it was in the uncomfortable back of his truck and we both agreed it was disappointing. But by him saying that if its in his bed its better, wouldn't that be implying that he wants to see you again??? And then when he drove me back to my car later that night, he wanted me to call him, I told him to call me, and then he was very close to promising to call. But he didn't.
I hate to really think he used me or took advantage of me because I was drunk. But I'M willing to admit that I went to Geraldine's to drink and hopefully get laid. I mean, its not a great thing to look for when going out, but at least I didn't end up with some 40 year old! But even if he did take advantage of me, I wouldn't have minded if at least it was great sex...but it wasn't so I feel cheated.
I think I'm going to get the scoop on him off of Bobby though. I really hate to have to tell someone he works with that I hooked up with him (if he's keeping it a secret), but I haven't told anyone but Ryan about it, and I don't want to tell my family about him...yet.
bored....