Mar 21, 2005 03:43
It's gone three and I'm still up. A few years back this was standard for me, sleep at 4am then go to uni at 8. Now I'm usually up in less than 3 hours and require a nap in the arvo or I just can't function.
I've payed bills, snooped into a certain boys lj (I miss him!), done the dishes, been to the loo 4 times and played dress-ups. I even contemplated going to safeway to buy some bleach for my hair, but then that would have required not only $$$ but for me to take off my purple op-shop dotty dress. I couldn't bring myself to do that so I'll have to stay basic faded black for a little while at least.
Thank god my housemate is visiting her shiny pink, 3 day old neice Lilly Grace, she would have been mightly pissed at me for still being awake. I'd love to steal a smoke off her though, dammnit.
I have had an epiphiny(sp?) through this drugged up state though, and I'm going to get my damned priorities straight....friends, family, love, work. I'd love to just wipe the whole slate clean, dissapear, but then I'd lose too many diamonds. gah, make sense much?