Things go on and on
Hmm it's the 'weekend' for me (read days off) yay! Worked at 7:30 am on sunday that was a lot of fun since we had the B&B tour that day from 12-5 so we helped tina make the house look good for that. It was funny cuz it reminded me of my mom when it came to cleaning, i mean really clean, dust, vacuum, the works. Make the place look model perfect even though you live in the space. *Shrug* it was a lot of fun but at the same time, getting up in time for work was *grumble grumble* hehe i'm not much of an early morning person...much more of a late morning person. Anywhoo work is going well. Lots of fun, lots of work, lots of experience, not much pay.....
On another note...I don't think I've had a decent night's sleep since summer has started. Last night had a series of dreams that were that hard to tell between reality and dream type. One involved Beth, and I with Chris (RA) and he was suppose to be driving us home, but instead drove us to this house which was suppose to be his house and then told us to drive ourselves home...it was weird...then there was one where Tina (owner of B&B) told me to get the murphy's oil for the wood floors (which in some way could have been a reality but she's never asked this of me) and then there was one with me and jen and rachel, and jen and rachel were cutting up some odd plasticy holey thingy that jen was going to use it for something and I was just sitting there...and the whole tone of the dreams were dark, and seeing how my room was dark it was hard trying to distinguish between dream and reality. The other half is normally with dreams like those i can wake myself up and then go back to sleep and i'm fine, but it was wake up, fall asleep, dream, freak out, rinse repeat...I think there was another dream in there that was dark sorta creepy feeling that involved a hotel but it just had me in it and i don't remember cept it freaked me out big time so I tried to wake up. so yeah this has been ONE night. the others have just been sorta restless. B says maybe its because subconsciously or something we don't feel as safe here as we do back home or say home home. Finally I just woke up and because the room was dark and the dreams were rather dark it was hard to tell if they were real or not. The only way i could differentiate was: get this: my alarm clock light. That and i had this weird need to just hear a familiar voice. Thank goodness some people are night owls =^.^=
On a lighter note today was a lot of fun. Lets see, spent a lot of time out of the apartment. I'm starting to price things that I want to get for my room, so that consisted of an hour at shopko, and then b and I checked out the dollar store, and then got groceries for the week of fun food experimentation (tho we have found with split shifts, we are extremely less likely to experiment when we are working those) and then made a taco experimentation that was nummy and made fluffy tapioca pudding (at least I did. B said "you weird" ha ha) Tonight has also been some what of a craft night as b worked on some stuff and I formulated some things for a gift I am putting together for a friend. All in all the day was a lot of fun. Tomorrow (we have off) so we are going to go explore downtown some, I'm going to check out some stores for decorating my room (hardware store and fabric store) and b wants to go to the four story antique mall. I think i may also go play 'round the lake if the weather permits and play shutter bug just a bit. Its one thing to do it in normal clothes and blend in with the tourist, and it's another to try and do it in professional blacks and whites...I feel like a giant sore thumb or something when i do that...meh. I hope this gets everyone caught up with me in some form or another. All in all life is moving, i'm just trying to not let it get me down. I'm definately looking forward to the wedding down south in a couple of weeks, sun, family and friends who i haven't seen in a very long time ^^. I think I just need a break for a while. Can i just hide from the unfamiliar and go back to the comfort zone of familiar? *sigh* tho sometimes i feel like all i do is live in the comfort zone and thus try to push myself out of it....gah to serious thoughts for now...~peace y'all~
On another note...I don't think I've had a decent night's sleep since summer has started. Last night had a series of dreams that were that hard to tell between reality and dream type. One involved Beth, and I with Chris (RA) and he was suppose to be driving us home, but instead drove us to this house which was suppose to be his house and then told us to drive ourselves home...it was weird...then there was one where Tina (owner of B&B) told me to get the murphy's oil for the wood floors (which in some way could have been a reality but she's never asked this of me) and then there was one with me and jen and rachel, and jen and rachel were cutting up some odd plasticy holey thingy that jen was going to use it for something and I was just sitting there...and the whole tone of the dreams were dark, and seeing how my room was dark it was hard trying to distinguish between dream and reality. The other half is normally with dreams like those i can wake myself up and then go back to sleep and i'm fine, but it was wake up, fall asleep, dream, freak out, rinse repeat...I think there was another dream in there that was dark sorta creepy feeling that involved a hotel but it just had me in it and i don't remember cept it freaked me out big time so I tried to wake up. so yeah this has been ONE night. the others have just been sorta restless. B says maybe its because subconsciously or something we don't feel as safe here as we do back home or say home home. Finally I just woke up and because the room was dark and the dreams were rather dark it was hard to tell if they were real or not. The only way i could differentiate was: get this: my alarm clock light. That and i had this weird need to just hear a familiar voice. Thank goodness some people are night owls =^.^=
On a lighter note today was a lot of fun. Lets see, spent a lot of time out of the apartment. I'm starting to price things that I want to get for my room, so that consisted of an hour at shopko, and then b and I checked out the dollar store, and then got groceries for the week of fun food experimentation (tho we have found with split shifts, we are extremely less likely to experiment when we are working those) and then made a taco experimentation that was nummy and made fluffy tapioca pudding (at least I did. B said "you weird" ha ha) Tonight has also been some what of a craft night as b worked on some stuff and I formulated some things for a gift I am putting together for a friend. All in all the day was a lot of fun. Tomorrow (we have off) so we are going to go explore downtown some, I'm going to check out some stores for decorating my room (hardware store and fabric store) and b wants to go to the four story antique mall. I think i may also go play 'round the lake if the weather permits and play shutter bug just a bit. Its one thing to do it in normal clothes and blend in with the tourist, and it's another to try and do it in professional blacks and whites...I feel like a giant sore thumb or something when i do that...meh. I hope this gets everyone caught up with me in some form or another. All in all life is moving, i'm just trying to not let it get me down. I'm definately looking forward to the wedding down south in a couple of weeks, sun, family and friends who i haven't seen in a very long time ^^. I think I just need a break for a while. Can i just hide from the unfamiliar and go back to the comfort zone of familiar? *sigh* tho sometimes i feel like all i do is live in the comfort zone and thus try to push myself out of it....gah to serious thoughts for now...~peace y'all~