I'm so miffed...
Alright, all I have to do is last through tomorrow.
Or tonight even.
FRIDAY: Last day, Tennis Match (2 Doubles), "party", care-package delivery, the day before my favorite korean boy's birthday (don't tell don, he'll cry), and overall the final day to my heart attack.
Today: I woke up to a pile of a shitfest. Mess everywhere (and not the kind you can clean up... the dramatic people-mess-kind) and I didn't even know what it was. I quickly discovered the source, and apologized to the involved parties. The apologizing... made my chest feel lighter and I felt like I could breathe. The entirety of the day and my constant thoughts about this made me sick, though. I couldn't focus. GAH.
I hate this.
I just want to forget.
However, its become more than obvious that I'll be having to deal with bullshit and hate no matter what. gtiesrfdes FML (I will not get sucked into FML, I promise)
Anyways, tennis was good, I played really well for an awesome point. Anders and I pwned. (so apparently Mr. Shermeta thinks Anders is better than me? idk... it doesn't feel like that way to me.. >_> whatever~) ANYWHO, I also outran everyone on the hard 17 and the pre-practice laps. (I love doing that.)
Roadtrip mebbe on Sunday? Who knowsss?
This spring break will be chill and very productive, no matter what. I expect to see you, Andyboy at least a bit, okay? Let's go to Chic-fil-a on Sunday like we usually do. They have chairs and stuff outside so we can confuse people into thinking its opened. :3
OH! More about today: Castillo doesn't hate me anymore! When we have discussions, he finally understands that I'm not a douche like everyone else and listens intently. Its awesome when the smallish girl finally speaks and blows everyone else's points away. BWHAHA.
I'm running a tempurature right now... mebbe because I'm spazzing. ARG.
Who knows.
I need to fix my hair for tomorrow. This Friday will be awesome, and if (God forbid) it isn't, I will punch some faces.
UWIDJKJSWued I love you so much.
Kbai~
Or tonight even.
FRIDAY: Last day, Tennis Match (2 Doubles), "party", care-package delivery, the day before my favorite korean boy's birthday (don't tell don, he'll cry), and overall the final day to my heart attack.
Today: I woke up to a pile of a shitfest. Mess everywhere (and not the kind you can clean up... the dramatic people-mess-kind) and I didn't even know what it was. I quickly discovered the source, and apologized to the involved parties. The apologizing... made my chest feel lighter and I felt like I could breathe. The entirety of the day and my constant thoughts about this made me sick, though. I couldn't focus. GAH.
I hate this.
I just want to forget.
However, its become more than obvious that I'll be having to deal with bullshit and hate no matter what. gtiesrfdes FML (I will not get sucked into FML, I promise)
Anyways, tennis was good, I played really well for an awesome point. Anders and I pwned. (so apparently Mr. Shermeta thinks Anders is better than me? idk... it doesn't feel like that way to me.. >_> whatever~) ANYWHO, I also outran everyone on the hard 17 and the pre-practice laps. (I love doing that.)
Roadtrip mebbe on Sunday? Who knowsss?
This spring break will be chill and very productive, no matter what. I expect to see you, Andyboy at least a bit, okay? Let's go to Chic-fil-a on Sunday like we usually do. They have chairs and stuff outside so we can confuse people into thinking its opened. :3
OH! More about today: Castillo doesn't hate me anymore! When we have discussions, he finally understands that I'm not a douche like everyone else and listens intently. Its awesome when the smallish girl finally speaks and blows everyone else's points away. BWHAHA.
I'm running a tempurature right now... mebbe because I'm spazzing. ARG.
Who knows.
I need to fix my hair for tomorrow. This Friday will be awesome, and if (God forbid) it isn't, I will punch some faces.
UWIDJKJSWued I love you so much.
Kbai~