Long time ...
Hey i'm pretty bored and i really dont talk to anyone online anymore.. hell even when i used to talk to people online noone would interest me enough so i would end up losing contact with them. Pecan Sandies are the shit.. I took this IQ test they were giving on tv today on Fox and i got a 118.. my little brothers who 14 got a 124 and my mom got a 114! Pretty crazy! Nothing much has been going on in my life lately. Same old bullshit.. I'm still with my boyfriend Anthony. We have been off an on for a little while, pretty much because we are both too immature for this relationship. I love him though and i really couldn't see my life without him right now. Not that i need someone to have to make my life stable its just that i really like when hes around most of the time and when he isn't around at all i'm a bigger mess then if we fight ever once in awhile! Plus the sex is explosive after we fight.. Just kidding. Well its true but we have gotten to the point in our relationship that i think we both know eachother pretty well and we can honestly say we know how to push eachothers buttons and make eachother madly in love all over again! I know if we ever did break up for good that i would definitley be heartbroken and damaged but i know deep down we would always be the best of friends. We just click. Ive never met a boy like him.. he is the type of guy i want to marry with like 2 degrees less agression. I like agressive guys but when i get scared sometimes i hate that feeling. Plus sometimes i think since i told him i like when hes agressive sometimes he tries to hide his sweet and innocent side with his agressive side. I really like what hes done to me.. I cant really explain it.. i'm so into him! Like last month i was out on my own in an apartment with Anthony and 2 other roommates. I was out for like 3 months and Anthony's job was right down the street. One night he got really drunk and ended up not waking up the next morning and he got fired. He couldnt find a job by the time rent was due so we had to move back home. I actually am glad i moved back home but i'm beginning to get in that lazy mode again. When i was out on my own everything i needed was from my own money. I was working 2 jobs and barely surviving. Now that im back home i'm not even working because i dont even need to. I want to find a nice 9-5 job because its summer and i'm trying to be able to do some nice things instead of staying in the 'burbs like usual. I've been helping my mom out around the house excessively though! There is no man in the house expect my little 14 year old brother who is spoiled beyond belief but i was spoiled when i was his age so i cant talk but anyways so i had to clean out the gutters today! LOL i dont know if anyone knows what im talking about but those hellicopter looking plants that fall from the trees were piled in my gutters and they ended up sproating trees and shit... so it took me a good 3 hours to do that today.. Plus i had to steam clean all the carpets! Oh well afterwards i got to play madd playstation2 and eat a great dinner. I am obsessed with Tiger Woods Pro golf 2002 for ps2.. I ROCK THA CASBA LIKE CRAZY! I got a hole in 1 on a par 4 that is like incredible! I would challenge anybody to play... whatsup! I got a 1991 honda crx.. its red and its stick.. i'm planning on hooking it up hardcore! First thing i'm buying is lowering springs and tint. I gotta save up money to insure it first though its gonna be like 1800 for the first 6 months.. BOO! I've been clean of drugs for awhile. I did drink a lot of beer though when i was living on my own. Plus i can have like 4 friends over and we can drink in my room upstairs because me and my brother have the whole upstairs to ourselves so its pretty sweet! I did take a hit of a blunt last night and i felt like higher than i've ever been because i haven't smoked in literally 3 or 4 months. I used to be a ...pretty much a pothead. I've stayed away from my old friends that well used to get me in trouble and just pretty much have been chillin with myself and brother and Anthony. I'm actually fine with it. I have more fun with them then i do with most people. I dont find myself clicking with many people. I guess i'm odd or everyone else is just odd! I dunno but i have nothing else to really say.
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