zoo
today i went to the zoo and ate fried chicken it was pretty fkn magical
i'd like to thank all the animals for being there except the koala bcuz they moved him to san diego
sad story, i know, & lets face it, koalas sleep 23 hours of the day and i think he coulda slept just fine here
but hey what do i know the only koala expert i know doesn't take my calls anymore
yes, i would like to hear 10 amazing facts about koalas
i also discovered this weekend that i really like drag racing and sometimes i think i am immune to the law
so what i'm trying to say is i am happy right now but i am not happy with where i'm headed. i would like to get my shit together, plz
in theory, being at college is a step in the right direction but it feels like it is just keeping me from starting my life.
i've said this before- since like, even before i was born, there's been this plan for my life. not just my parents plan, like, the universe's plan
it goes like this
i am supposed to go to school, have a reliable network of friends, make a plan for myself, fall in love with someone awesome, achieve my goals, have a high-flying career, and maybe pop out a couple kids
up until right this minute the plan sounded like the way to go.
and don't get me wrong, the plan is great
but if you'd asked me like, anytime from 5 minutes ago to when i was born, what i wanted to be in my life, i woulda spat out some career and said i wanted to be rich and successful
which obviously i do
but what i really want to be is happy, and i'm not sure if my plan is the way to go about that
bcuz its not working out so well for me
i'm not happy and i'm feeling stuck, like i'm going nowhere. this is crap
according to plan, i should be happy, not necessarily all day every day, but in general. and i should feel that i have some sort of direction in my life.
i'm a smart girl, and if i'm feeling like the path in life i'm taking isn't taking me anywhere, then its time turn the fk around already
ugh way more than i meant to write, i was just gonna talk about the zoo
i'd like to thank all the animals for being there except the koala bcuz they moved him to san diego
sad story, i know, & lets face it, koalas sleep 23 hours of the day and i think he coulda slept just fine here
but hey what do i know the only koala expert i know doesn't take my calls anymore
yes, i would like to hear 10 amazing facts about koalas
i also discovered this weekend that i really like drag racing and sometimes i think i am immune to the law
so what i'm trying to say is i am happy right now but i am not happy with where i'm headed. i would like to get my shit together, plz
in theory, being at college is a step in the right direction but it feels like it is just keeping me from starting my life.
i've said this before- since like, even before i was born, there's been this plan for my life. not just my parents plan, like, the universe's plan
it goes like this
i am supposed to go to school, have a reliable network of friends, make a plan for myself, fall in love with someone awesome, achieve my goals, have a high-flying career, and maybe pop out a couple kids
up until right this minute the plan sounded like the way to go.
and don't get me wrong, the plan is great
but if you'd asked me like, anytime from 5 minutes ago to when i was born, what i wanted to be in my life, i woulda spat out some career and said i wanted to be rich and successful
which obviously i do
but what i really want to be is happy, and i'm not sure if my plan is the way to go about that
bcuz its not working out so well for me
i'm not happy and i'm feeling stuck, like i'm going nowhere. this is crap
according to plan, i should be happy, not necessarily all day every day, but in general. and i should feel that i have some sort of direction in my life.
i'm a smart girl, and if i'm feeling like the path in life i'm taking isn't taking me anywhere, then its time turn the fk around already
ugh way more than i meant to write, i was just gonna talk about the zoo