Aug 18, 2005 17:31
Omg! I'm a whore b/c I was sitting int he backseet of my mom's car with Bryan and she was in the cell phone place paying a bill. But you know what? I told him that I wasn't promising him forever. If he told you different then you're fucken gullible. I don't know but when I'm in love with someone it's not right to be with someone else. It's unfair. So go ahead and call me what you want to. I'm a bitch I'm a whore. I dont fucken care! I didn't lead him on and make him think it'd last forever. If he thought that then he was moving way too fast. My heart belongs to bryan. I can not help that! I'm sorry for all of this and you all can talk bout me bad behind my back or to my face but either way I'm with bryan and he's my true love... Justin, I'm sorry I had to do that. But it's better to do it now then to do it along time down the road. Trust me, I know how it feels. And for those of you who fucken talk behind my back( and I know who you are) you can go fuck yourself. I'd much rather you say it like john did then to be a puss about it and say it behind my back.
Now that all of that is outtah the way...
I'm sitting here being bored but me and mom are getting ready to go to work at the dock over here. Yea, I'm working on getting some money... thank god... I need it. I've got to pay for shit on my care so it'll look pretty.
I feel liek I can just sit back and be happy and not have to cry ever again. I feel like everything is right in my life now... back to where its should be. I couldn't ask for anything more, it's perfect. :) I love you Bryan and you're my world. You make even the cloudiest days seem bright. My heart flutters when I hear your voice, I lose my breath when you kiss me. It's just amazing what you do to me. I love you SOOOOOOOOOOOOO much baby. *does the happy jig* lol.
Ok yea anyways I'm doen... sorry I sorttah got off subject there...
Peace,
Kitty
Bryan- Babe I think I already said most of what's on my mind but I'll say this again b/c I know you love to hear it, I love you!