grrrrrr

Feb 03, 2005 17:06

grrr I fucking hate fighting!!!!! why do ppl have to be so stuborn... fuck all I wanted to do was just help you..fuck! well just what when it comes to a time when you do need my help I'm not going to help you.. I'm jsut going to push you away like the way you are pushing me... you have pushed me to far... so far that I don't want to be friends with you.. there is no point in it all we do is fight... I don't think I ever faught so much in my life with one person. I know you didn't ask for my help.. but I was offering it to you but I guess you don't know how to accept help when it's offered to you... once again you got what you wanted... and now look what it has done to us.. were not friends anymore. but oh well.. like I said you got what you wanted and I guess that's what all that matters...the hell what I think right.. well I will do what you said.. I'm gunna cry a river.. I'm also gunna build a bridge adn then jump off of it.. see if you actually care... oh wait actually I'm not going to do that cuz dieing for you is not worth it.. I thought it was before when I loved you... but now that I think of it... you were jsut a big waste of my time.. it was fuyn while it lasted but apparently to you it ment nothing... but hey I'm just a human being like you.. you say you know how I feel.. the pain inside.. but no you don't... you have caused me pain but the pain is now gone cuz.. your out of my life... I'll find someone better then you.. better then the way I was treated by you... I didn't deserve that... I know your only 15 but still.. here's some advice: grow the fuck up! oh and do me a favour... blow the fuck away.
I'm so glad I'm graduating in four months so I can get away from certain people.. and not just you either you know who I mean... I jsut wanna get away from everyone... I'm better off alone... I hate it! I can't take all this bullshit anymore! I'm done. I quit.. I'm not going to kill myself... I think it's pointless because I wanna graduate and get away from here.. mainly the school and nova scotia....
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