it takes one to begin but then once you've begun, it takes two
all i can think are ITW lyrics.
i'm pretty sure we're past the point where the work is easy. there's just sooo much on the plate to do, and whereas it's fun stuff, it is a little much that i woke up at 9 on a sunday morning and couldnt sleep because it was all swimming through my head.
anyways.
ali left this morning. yesterday we hung out (as well as friday) and i had a really good time with her. talking at the pool was definately a very good experience.
but that brings up the point of utmost stress.
graduating early.
it just.. i probably will. like, theres no reason not to. i think i'll have to. scary though. very fucking scary. like.. turning 23 and then two months later graduating from grad school? looking at grad schools in the fall? what the hell.
of all people, i am the one who says, i'm in no rush to grow up, i have plenty of time, the future will hit me when it does.
it's fucking here.
ugh, enough of this i'll just make myself freak out.
but yeah, thats kinda the plan right now.
other plans involve me not caring about all the stupid political shit both groups want to drag me into. i have enough to do for this show without indulging in certain peoples high maintenance whines.
i dont know. today, ledos with some family, then one more week of work. i am allowed to start packing like wednesday after max leaves. then it's just...
i cant think it.
i'm pretty sure we're past the point where the work is easy. there's just sooo much on the plate to do, and whereas it's fun stuff, it is a little much that i woke up at 9 on a sunday morning and couldnt sleep because it was all swimming through my head.
anyways.
ali left this morning. yesterday we hung out (as well as friday) and i had a really good time with her. talking at the pool was definately a very good experience.
but that brings up the point of utmost stress.
graduating early.
it just.. i probably will. like, theres no reason not to. i think i'll have to. scary though. very fucking scary. like.. turning 23 and then two months later graduating from grad school? looking at grad schools in the fall? what the hell.
of all people, i am the one who says, i'm in no rush to grow up, i have plenty of time, the future will hit me when it does.
it's fucking here.
ugh, enough of this i'll just make myself freak out.
but yeah, thats kinda the plan right now.
other plans involve me not caring about all the stupid political shit both groups want to drag me into. i have enough to do for this show without indulging in certain peoples high maintenance whines.
i dont know. today, ledos with some family, then one more week of work. i am allowed to start packing like wednesday after max leaves. then it's just...
i cant think it.