wow
i am *packed* full of emotions.
i had such a great weekend, so much fun, even though nothing extraordinary happened. just chilling and being in delaware and hanging out with luke and talking about the show was enough. and i am fighting the urge to be sad that it's over and i wont be back for another 7 weeks. (damn, why is summer so long? and who the hell thinks things like that??)
i dunno.. i am losing steam as i am writing this. the ride home was actually pretty eventful. i got some gas, put on the last five years, ready to belt, then ali called. we caught up until baltimore, then stacy called. caught up a bit, then *dana* called.. but no one was there when i answered. my heart definately skipped a few beats though. i called back but nothing. i guess it was a mistake. then called ali back, finished that, then called stacy back. then belted some more, and was home.
sigh.. i want to speed things up but i just need to learn to slow down. i just really had a good time. hanging out with chao and luke was fun and relaxing and even though last night things got a little drama-y (yay for super drunken boys hitting each other and not knowing why), it was still just so good. sigh.
there's really nothing else to say even though i have so much inside me right now. i dont have the energy to get it out. i should just relax and let it soak through me.
turning down the volume... going to bed.
i had such a great weekend, so much fun, even though nothing extraordinary happened. just chilling and being in delaware and hanging out with luke and talking about the show was enough. and i am fighting the urge to be sad that it's over and i wont be back for another 7 weeks. (damn, why is summer so long? and who the hell thinks things like that??)
i dunno.. i am losing steam as i am writing this. the ride home was actually pretty eventful. i got some gas, put on the last five years, ready to belt, then ali called. we caught up until baltimore, then stacy called. caught up a bit, then *dana* called.. but no one was there when i answered. my heart definately skipped a few beats though. i called back but nothing. i guess it was a mistake. then called ali back, finished that, then called stacy back. then belted some more, and was home.
sigh.. i want to speed things up but i just need to learn to slow down. i just really had a good time. hanging out with chao and luke was fun and relaxing and even though last night things got a little drama-y (yay for super drunken boys hitting each other and not knowing why), it was still just so good. sigh.
there's really nothing else to say even though i have so much inside me right now. i dont have the energy to get it out. i should just relax and let it soak through me.
turning down the volume... going to bed.