Sep 09, 2009 12:06
I quit my job, got a new one, cut the dumbass boy out of my life (for good!), got my phone back, and have seen a few of my friends... finally!
I can't believe I let anyone treat me the way Kevin did. WOW. Was I really that stupid? Nobody has ever treated me that way! I'm a strong girl, I don't let people walk all over me. I've learned to never do it again, though. He's been calling/texting me over & over & over telling me how much he misses me & how sorry he is. You weren't sorry when you fucked your ex girlfriend and came home to me afterward, were you? You weren't sorry when you lied to me time and time again, were you? Were you sorry when you stole money from me for drugs or to gamble? No. How about when you lived in my house, rent free? It's funny because karma has really bit him in the ass. His exgirlfriend asked him to move in, and when he just finished putting all his stuff in her house, she locked the door and wouldn't let him in. Hahahaha. Now he's living in a heroin dealer's house? Nice, Kevin. Really nice. I'm sure he's apologizing to me & begging for my forgiveness because he needs a place to live. Sorry pal, not my problem. Fucking punk rock kids.
I'm staying strong and not responding. If I do it's very minimal. Honestly, I don't care. I know it may seem like I do since I'm writing so much of it in here, but I really don't. I don't want him in my life. I have no feelings about him. I'm not mad or hurt that he cheated on me... I'm fucking grateful he's out of my life forever, because he would have ruined mine if he wasn't.