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okay well i just typed my life story and my current issue with distance and miles. but uhm i deleted it so im going to summerize. i had a great boy my senior year. im a freshman now with him and things got bad. been single for over a month. Im bisexual. i think girls are more attractive. i was going to try and find someone useing chats but that ended in nasty guys wantin to cyber, no way. so then i realized since i have a LJ then i could finally join gothic babe which i have been to numerous time since 2002. i liked this girl. so i gave her a compliment bc shes beautiful. then i went to other communities to find a grl who lives by me. so i went to a bisexual one and then i found the same girl to my suprise. very happy was i to know she liked girls too. then i joined girls with glasses bc i wear glasses and it was fun. since then ive talked to this girl and at this moment im sad that i live so far away bcshe is AMAZING! and so beautiful.. not like your average, who look at that hottie dipicting sort of way. like she is a work of art from god. i cant explain to you people who will read this whom i dont know how uteraly gorgous this girl is. GAR for distance. and GAR for mile apart. and GAR for indiana in itself, stupid weather, stupid people. and when i talk to her i feel like im someone.. because everyone here belittles me and makes me feel stupid. they make fun of me and its not fun. but she was kind and didnt once say anything mean. it was great. she likes to read. i like to read. she likes girls. i like girls. you know. stuff like that. but its 4 am and i need to sleep bc i have to wake up, read a book, and go to work. i wish girls like here lived around here. i met a guy from NY too i like to talk to him bc he likes girls too lol. fun times with IMs. good night.
xoxo
kitten
xoxo
kitten