Seventy Second Post - eesh.
lol.. so recently, i've been hungry like so much all the time like i'm preggers or something.. i'm not really.. Mitchel says it's because i'm really anxious... by that i mean i'm anxietied. apparently not being full is a symptom.. so i've been eating a whole bunch.. and i HAVE TO STOP.. i'm going to get FAT... so.. i'm thinking about starting to write down what i can have to eat the next day and not eat any more.. i'm trying to like.. move about more than usual to counteract the fact that i'm always hungry.. it's actually quite uncomfortable.. but i can't really do that when i have a project due and i have to sit and stare at the fucking computer screen until my eyes fall out of my head. i woke up at 5 this morning to do my project.. augh. anyways.. okay.. no more procrastinating for me.. so what am i so anxious for? I'm bored.. and i'm restless.. i can't just keep doing this life of school and like.. boring stuff. i NEED to do something.. maite suggested making a podcast today.. i think that would be fun. she's such and awesome friend. I just have a case of complete restlessness. and despite having half a million things to do.. i just can't complete anything.. it's like i just cant concentrate and i fee like i'm being constantly distracted. by what? i don't know but my time goes away.. maybe lj writing.. i dunno.. anyways. i have one more freakin project to do tonight i'm so tired i have like rings around my eyes.. lol.. they look so horrible.. i look so horrible. i can't stay up late anymore. augh okay. i actually need to go finish my project. sigh.. and then.. gosh.. i don't feel like sleeping.. i really need to go to the bank and pay my cable bill.. and other things.. nothing's open at night. how frustrating. i just want to promise myself no more procrastinating.. it's really stressful for me.. so. you hear me aileen? no more procrastinating, bitch. i really mean it.