Nov 19, 2005 12:55
Well I haven't typed in this thing in a long time soooo I figured I would say something in here. Ummm Me and gerry Aren't going out anymore. We broke up back in August and now it is November. His birthday was a couple days ago. I got him a card and wellI got him a card. Anywho Lets see Since me and Gerry have split I have gone out with 4 guys. Ben was guy number one. I really liked him too. I loved him. lol a lot. Didn't think I could love some one again until him but that ended cause of theresa. Obviously he liked me more then her so yea he broke up with me to be with her. what ever though it's fucking bullshit. friends don't do that shit to friends. so yea lol. Boy number two Jake. lol enough said there Boy number three James still with him kinda but we never see each other so you really can't say we are together. And boy number four which is really boy number three but yea he is in Alaska right now and i am just waiting on him to get back don't here so we can be together. I honestly don't think it is gonna work though because he is older then me and has experiencent more then me. Blah I just don't know. I'm so sick right now. I am talking to this chick online. her name is Didi and I think she is very pretty. ahh i like her but i don't think she likes me. I don'tknow. I just ca't get over Gerry. I need him in my life. being with out him is so hard. he said something to me on the phone that hurt so bad. well i gotta go get my perscription from walgreens I'll type more in here either later or tomorrow.
<3Carolyn