2nd One This Year!!!!
Well last night my boyfriends grandma passed away right in front of me and I was the one that had to stay strong for everyone. She died when I was holding her hand and telling her it was ok. His mom was going crazy so i was the one that had to stay in the room and watch her go. She was a great lady. I watched her go and I even was the one that had to say to call 911 cuz of the way she was looking. It was so hard to do that. I was surprised at myself for the way i was acting last night with the fire men and the police and the ambulance guys all there and they were all talking to me and telling me what was going on since I was the one in the room and i was the one that had to bring out my medical skills out and tell thme what happened and how she was acting and all that. I was just happy that she went with no pain and she heard her daughter tell her that she loved her.
When I called my friend she was pretty much being selfish and that pissed me off telling me about her problems when I just went through that. I mean what the fuck. I just watch someone go that I cared about and she tells me her bullshit problems. Nice how that goes. Anyways this will be the 2nd funeral that I am going to go to and the year has just started. What the fuck. I hope it goes better now. Anyways I need to go and deal with other stuff and find a job so I can get out of here. Write back later. Bye bye.
When I called my friend she was pretty much being selfish and that pissed me off telling me about her problems when I just went through that. I mean what the fuck. I just watch someone go that I cared about and she tells me her bullshit problems. Nice how that goes. Anyways this will be the 2nd funeral that I am going to go to and the year has just started. What the fuck. I hope it goes better now. Anyways I need to go and deal with other stuff and find a job so I can get out of here. Write back later. Bye bye.