Dec 07, 2008 01:22
I have noticed how some people have changed...
I have become better friends with some and with others it seems like I have lived and lost, been replaced by something better.
Is it who I hang out with that you don't like so that makes me the bad person.
I don't get the calls to hang out...
I don't get the same feeling about people that I used to have such a great friendship with and now nothing. This show has opened me to so many people, and some people I hope I have another something friendship with. Other people who I have been in shows with before, now feel more awkward than every and I hate that. I try to have conversations with them, hang out, but now I get whispered about. Its not like I can't tell, whisper look at the person then look back.
At the same point, I want to say, if that is how you are going to be fuck you. But then at the same time I want to say, what the fuck is wrong with me? What could I have done to deserve this? Don't lie to me if your going to hang out with someone else! Just tell me! Leaving me out in the cold half the time, what changed, I used to be wanted to come out with people?
I understand people grow up and change, I just really wish when someone else would come into the picture, that you don't leave them behind. I feel deserted by a bunch of really best friends...why?
I don't go out to hurt anyone, I pretty much do whatever you want me to do for you, I always ask if you need anything or look for ways to help out as much as I can...what could I have done to be treated this way honestly, I don't care how much it hurts me. Make an anonymous response to this and rip me apart, at this point I have nothing to loose...just let me know where u stand...and if you think this post is about a certain person its not, it a crap ton a people