Its been a long time
So I figured because I love to procrastinate like woah, I wold write on lj instead.
School has been hectic as hell, I am trying so hard to pass all my classes and to get through strong, but friends, plays, work, and home have been effecting that.
But last night, I hung out with my friend Danae from home, mark, and jeff and a bunch of jeffs friends and had so much fun. It was nice just to hang out and relax. But it was EFFIN COLD!!! My feet were iscles and they are now slowly getting better than they were.
I don't think I have ever been handed so many opportunities before until now. I might be getting an internship in NY this summer depending if all goes well with school, I have been stage managing a professional show, and been offered to help out at multiple things.
Trying to keep a life on track is hard, we are all going through so much and it is hard to be there for people. Like Harland and myself, we are technically in an "open relationship". Laugh all you want and say it isn't going to work, but it has really helped. He is still always there for me, and opening up some space really helps too.
I have also realized that I do not want to live in the dorms next year. Sorry UML but I am taking my money elsewhere. I want to cook my own food, I want to not have to worry about signing people in, I want to relax and be in my own space besides a dorm room. Plus a bathtub would be all kinds of awesome. So I am going to be looking into getting my own place with some roommates, I know Allan wants in, but I don't mind sharing a room if it means the rent will go down, but even so I know people who pay only around $500 a month, that isnt too shabby. Anyone who wants to try to work something out, please let me know.
I feel bad that I havent been there for my friends as much as i used too. At times I do feel pushed to the side because people know people that are always there and it is a convenience. But in the end I understand and will let people come to me when they want too.
So as I fall asleep writing this, I think a nap is in order so. Adieu, Adieu, Adieu
School has been hectic as hell, I am trying so hard to pass all my classes and to get through strong, but friends, plays, work, and home have been effecting that.
But last night, I hung out with my friend Danae from home, mark, and jeff and a bunch of jeffs friends and had so much fun. It was nice just to hang out and relax. But it was EFFIN COLD!!! My feet were iscles and they are now slowly getting better than they were.
I don't think I have ever been handed so many opportunities before until now. I might be getting an internship in NY this summer depending if all goes well with school, I have been stage managing a professional show, and been offered to help out at multiple things.
Trying to keep a life on track is hard, we are all going through so much and it is hard to be there for people. Like Harland and myself, we are technically in an "open relationship". Laugh all you want and say it isn't going to work, but it has really helped. He is still always there for me, and opening up some space really helps too.
I have also realized that I do not want to live in the dorms next year. Sorry UML but I am taking my money elsewhere. I want to cook my own food, I want to not have to worry about signing people in, I want to relax and be in my own space besides a dorm room. Plus a bathtub would be all kinds of awesome. So I am going to be looking into getting my own place with some roommates, I know Allan wants in, but I don't mind sharing a room if it means the rent will go down, but even so I know people who pay only around $500 a month, that isnt too shabby. Anyone who wants to try to work something out, please let me know.
I feel bad that I havent been there for my friends as much as i used too. At times I do feel pushed to the side because people know people that are always there and it is a convenience. But in the end I understand and will let people come to me when they want too.
So as I fall asleep writing this, I think a nap is in order so. Adieu, Adieu, Adieu