May 29, 2008 12:06
So the summer has started out a lot better than I originally intended.
Living with nana and papa has been a blessing. It feels so nice not to be hassled and not to be yelled at about everything little thing I do or do not do. Dinners are filled with good conversation and how the days went which is always great. Nana and I hang out in the morning and watch television and I either go do my thing or we go shopping or what not. I have been talking to my mom as well, she is happy that I am over my nanas now because my father has been really mad lately and things have been at a downward spiral. She is finally realizing that he was doing more verbal abuse than just being strict which is good for her. She looks at things now in a different light and realizes how mature I have been through all this.
I have been slowly but surely turning my life in a different direction. I am making changes to myself that are going to benefit me in the future which makes me feel great. Like today for instance, I went on a three mile walk with my Nana and I now feel wonderful. We are going to do the same tomorrow, Peabody is a great place to walk around. I have also been reconnecting with people from home which is awesome! I miss my friends so much here and its a great change from school and we can just hang out and talk for hours on end...i do miss talking about school and OBP and such with everyone else, so we need to make plans pronto!
I wasn't going to do this but I decided what the hell! I am going to be helping out at a summer camp this summer with preschoolers. It is Innovative Learning! I will be running outside and playing with playdo, how awesome is that! It makes great pay as well! I am going to be working from like June 30-August 1 from 830-1130 and I honestly don't mind getting up that early anymore. I feel like I am wasting my day if I sleep in too long. Maybe I'm just growing up? Haha. I sure hope not!
I am listening to my nana talk to her old highschool friend. They have been friends for over 40yrs! I only hope I can still keep that contact with friends.
ANYWAYS!! So a happy and a good start for summer, I can't believe it is going to be June? Dam! Harland turns 21 this month...oh jeez!
Toodles!!