why me?? I was actually happy today!!!!
AIM IM with Mom .
2:25 PM
Hi Jess
How is school going so far? I miss placed your address. I have mail here for you. Can you get me your address again so I can send it to you.
Thanks
Lov Mom
Hey mom, u just caught me before I left. Why dont u just give it to Nana and she can mail it to me. School is going fantastic and my address is 4 solomont way
do I need to give a room number?
I can mail it.
MS 3319
Ok I'll mail it out to you. Are you going to keep home as your mailing address?
no ive been meaning to call everywhere and change it to nana's address
you can get a change of address form at the post office and they will resend all your mail.
oh ok
do u mind doing that for me?
2:30 PM
I can get a form and mail it along with all your stuff
ok that works for me
ok I really hope that you are truley thinking this all through and the full ramifications of it!
remembe this was your choice and there are consequence to choices
like what conseqences?
just cutting him out of your life all together
like i said to you before, i am willing to have a civil relationship with me, the usual hi and bye and how are you,
*him
i am just in the place where if I want to focus on my life and getting my career started, I cant have him holding me down
I still think this relationship can be salvaged if you 2 can just talk to each other. You are going to have to make the effort to do that though. He does not want to hold you down!!!! He wants you to succeed!
I hope in time you can call him and just talk things out.
He is soo sad about all this. He drives to Lowell everyday and thinks about you!
I can understand that, I told him how I trully felt for the first time
2:35 PM
but that doesn't mean that all is lost!
he is really hurt and it will take time for him to forget what you said but I think it is worth it!
it means there is not going to be a relationship like there was before, please dont try to make this turn around to the fact that just because I expressed myself to him and he didnt agreee with anything I said
mom, i dont want him to forget what i said, i meant every word of it
as hard as it was to say everything that has hurt me, if felt great to get it all off my chest.
that is not what I said. Forgetting and working things out is going to be hard for him but he does not want you out of his life.
if he wants to call me and just ask how i am, thats fine I have no problem with that
but the relationship that he wants is something I cannot give to him. I have been there and I dont want to be feeling the same way again
ok so it if off your chest. He is really hurt and will not call. You made that clear to him. So it will be up to you to call. The relationshio can be what you 2 make it to be
I am actaully happy for the first time in a long time, no more being worried and so on! MY future is unfolding before myself and new oppurtunities are arising for me and i am giong to take them on full blast. I dont need to worry anymore about what he will think and no more about how he is going to judge me, i finally feel free
cutting him out of your life all together is not going to be good for anyone.
2:40 PM
once...again...i said that i am willing to have a civil conversation with a hello and goodbye thats fine, i just know that I am not going to be the type of daughter he wants that is completly focused on family, i am an adult and yes I feel that I am an adult with all that I have done and he will not see that, the little things that I do not do to his liking, I am a child. thats is mom
family means so much to him and he cannot see how you can just cut out a member of your family. Well make sure you really think this through! Please call him when you can!
I have to go to class now
Ok
I will talk to you later.
I love you
Ok luv you too!
2:25 PM
Hi Jess
How is school going so far? I miss placed your address. I have mail here for you. Can you get me your address again so I can send it to you.
Thanks
Lov Mom
Hey mom, u just caught me before I left. Why dont u just give it to Nana and she can mail it to me. School is going fantastic and my address is 4 solomont way
do I need to give a room number?
I can mail it.
MS 3319
Ok I'll mail it out to you. Are you going to keep home as your mailing address?
no ive been meaning to call everywhere and change it to nana's address
you can get a change of address form at the post office and they will resend all your mail.
oh ok
do u mind doing that for me?
2:30 PM
I can get a form and mail it along with all your stuff
ok that works for me
ok I really hope that you are truley thinking this all through and the full ramifications of it!
remembe this was your choice and there are consequence to choices
like what conseqences?
just cutting him out of your life all together
like i said to you before, i am willing to have a civil relationship with me, the usual hi and bye and how are you,
*him
i am just in the place where if I want to focus on my life and getting my career started, I cant have him holding me down
I still think this relationship can be salvaged if you 2 can just talk to each other. You are going to have to make the effort to do that though. He does not want to hold you down!!!! He wants you to succeed!
I hope in time you can call him and just talk things out.
He is soo sad about all this. He drives to Lowell everyday and thinks about you!
I can understand that, I told him how I trully felt for the first time
2:35 PM
but that doesn't mean that all is lost!
he is really hurt and it will take time for him to forget what you said but I think it is worth it!
it means there is not going to be a relationship like there was before, please dont try to make this turn around to the fact that just because I expressed myself to him and he didnt agreee with anything I said
mom, i dont want him to forget what i said, i meant every word of it
as hard as it was to say everything that has hurt me, if felt great to get it all off my chest.
that is not what I said. Forgetting and working things out is going to be hard for him but he does not want you out of his life.
if he wants to call me and just ask how i am, thats fine I have no problem with that
but the relationship that he wants is something I cannot give to him. I have been there and I dont want to be feeling the same way again
ok so it if off your chest. He is really hurt and will not call. You made that clear to him. So it will be up to you to call. The relationshio can be what you 2 make it to be
I am actaully happy for the first time in a long time, no more being worried and so on! MY future is unfolding before myself and new oppurtunities are arising for me and i am giong to take them on full blast. I dont need to worry anymore about what he will think and no more about how he is going to judge me, i finally feel free
cutting him out of your life all together is not going to be good for anyone.
2:40 PM
once...again...i said that i am willing to have a civil conversation with a hello and goodbye thats fine, i just know that I am not going to be the type of daughter he wants that is completly focused on family, i am an adult and yes I feel that I am an adult with all that I have done and he will not see that, the little things that I do not do to his liking, I am a child. thats is mom
family means so much to him and he cannot see how you can just cut out a member of your family. Well make sure you really think this through! Please call him when you can!
I have to go to class now
Ok
I will talk to you later.
I love you
Ok luv you too!