Loyalties

May 04, 2007 19:05

Recently
i've heard some interesting accusations/judgements.
people who were meant to be friends, who deserted me when i needed them most. these people then procede to try and dictate how i should think, feel and behave, and who i should hang out with. as though i cant be trusted with my own judgement, poor feeble little me. sorry, but i'm alot stronger than i look.

Nor should i have to agree with friends all the time. or like all the things they like. is part of the rich tapestry of the worl. but the whole, 'you dont stand on the same side of the street as me, so we cant be friends', smacks of childishness.

i know theres alot more to life than pink, sunshine, roses, and candy. i have experienced some of that darker side. i dont feel comfortable when people are all sunshine and lollipops, sickly sweet, i'm looking for the hidden catch. sweet exterior shows up a bitter inside, like nutrisweet.

before i make certain moves, i like to veiw the topography as it were, and decide based on my own mind thankyou very much. I also like people who are upfront and consistent, as i know where i stand. i like people who take their responsibilities and obligations seriously, i have even been attracted to people because of this quality.

i like people who are human, and dont try to make out like they are perfect or divine, i'm looking for the shortfall in such people, that they are trying to hide. Sorry, but if you try to hard to sell me something, i'm looking for the agenda.
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