every calories a war... and while she wishes she was a dancer and that she never heard of cancer...
Molly gives me simple goals every week and I always fuck them up. I don't know why she keeps seeing me. Maria will be back from maternity leave in a couple months but I kinda want to stay with Molly but I'd miss Maria like crazy. I wish I could see them both. Since insurance doesn't cover nutrition Molly said she'll talk to Renfrew about a sliding scale for me and if not she'll see if she can discharge me from there and see me privately which would help out a lot.
I go to Carolyn on Tuesday. I feel like I shouldn't go because I don't have much to say... nothing is new - there have been no changes. I guess I could tell her about Maine which was tons of fun.
Ligorski is leaving the Frew so now I have to see him in his danbury office (which is a lot closer anyway) and it's in the same building as Carolyn. But I will miss going to the Frew during the day. I think I have an abnormal attachment to that place.
Summer is going by so fast... I'm not sure if that is good or bad. I think I'm off from work this week which is great because I need a break to get some things together. I want to start my scrapbook and clean through some things.
Anyway... I need to call my cousin Caren.. I'll probably wait until thursday because by then I would have seen Carolyn and Molly.